Silent Thoughts

pre-exam syndromes

2012-02-17T20:11:00.000-08:00

ok, assalamualaikum.
minggu depan aku de shortcase tp skang aku de kt sini. ehh, ayat apekah ini? Zzzz
aku ni biasa la. bile exam da dekat, mula la nk membuang-buang masa. haah, cm skng ni la. update blog plak. hishh. and masa ni la rasa cm nk buat aktiviti macam2. masa free aritu awal2 posting xnk plak kn. (ehh, asal aku membebel kt diri sendiri ni? hahaha) rasa cam nk gi tgk wayang, nk main boling, nk melalak, nk main pingpong, nk main futsal, nk main volleyball, nk berjalan2, gi bercuti. pastu teringin nk mkn itu la ini la. sume nk try masak. masa free bli bungkus je. xpn grg ayam je. haha. huish, ni kalau mak aku taw mesti die bising ni. hahaha. adek aku baru call, kt blakang tu aku de dgr mak ayah aku tgh cakap2 sal status adek laki aku kt fesbuk. uuu bahaya2. xleh la main fesbuk bebyk da. so aku tulis la kt sini. hahaha. okla, xtaw nk mengarang ape. nk sidai baju la. hee, bye bye!

2012-02-09T07:40:00.000-08:00

confused. oh tidakkkk~

yummy!

2012-02-05T06:08:00.000-08:00

wahhh kenyangnye! alhamdulillah. aku jumpe pizza sedap. lg sedap dr dominos atau pizza hut. homemade punye. cheese byk! topping byk! puas ati mkn. tp pizza die kecik je. tp de 6 slice. mkn sorg mmg kenyang. pekena plak ngn air klape. mmg syiok! cm xkene je kn combination pizza ngn air kelapa. haha!

p/s: arini je aku tgk 2 episode wild romance, gossip girl, vampire diaries, one tree hill ngn running man. nk insaf la skng, k bye!

shortcase is back in town

2012-02-03T08:20:00.000-08:00

cuaknye nk shortcase! lg bape minggu je. em........3 minggu?!
@.@
name je shortcase. mmg la 20 minit je. tp rasa cam 20 minit tula masa plg lame kt dunia ni. rase cm 20 tahun. mase tu rase cm xde sape melainkn diri sendiri, patient ngn examiner. makhluk lain kt sekeliling cm xnmpk da. cm dlm dunia masing2. pastu rase cm kaki xjejak lantai. cm terapung-apung. oh tidakkkk~ *over gile exaggerate*

aku nervous da weh. examine budak kecik amatlah complex, complicated sampai complication jadinye. too many things and details yg kne ingat tapi aku x ingat. stress stress stress! ya Allah, permudahkanlah. berikan ku ketenangan. aminn.

family matters

2012-02-02T07:49:00.003-08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Oh my oh my oh my. dari aritu syik wat cwu cwu cwu. muak da aku dok wat status same je kat fesbuk tu smpi semua org pn muak kot nk bace. haha. xpela, kali ni bia aku story mende laen.

persoalan: adakah aku anak yg manja?

hmm, aku pn xtaw sebnanye. korg tgk aku ni cm terlalu dimanjakan ke? haha perlu ke korg nk tgk aku. annoying je pertanyaan aku. haha. ye, mmg xdinafikan sjk aku belajar kt malaysia ni, aku balek hampir setiap ujung minggu. bkn hampir. mmg setiap ujung minggu. tapiii kekdg tu bkn aku nk pn. cm contoh la kn, aku plan kate next week xnk balek. tup2 mak aku call kate adek aku balek la, atau ade kenduri sedare la atau nk gi bercuti ke. haa, jd automatic plan asal aku utk xbalek bertukar jd balek. jd cmne tu. salah aku ke? kire anak manje ke tu? oh tidakkkk~ hahaha

tapi i guess aku ni jenis yg berpegang pd prinsip "family first". walaupun nanti kt umah aku merungut2 ke atau malas nk pegi kedai bli brg ke atau kene wat kerja rumah ke tp aku still balek gk. bak kate pepatah 'rumahku syurgaku'. cewahhh~ tp blik aku sentiasa bersepah. haha. kalau adek2 atau abg aku balek umh, aku pn mesti nk balek umah gk. wpun kekdg tu kn aku dok dlm blik je main ipad and wat dunno je ngn derg yg maen game la apela, tp still being at home with your family is the best feeling ever.

kalau sorg je yg blk, aku rase kesian lak derng dok umah sorg2. cm xde rakan sebaya plak. padahal derng xkesah pn. haha! aku je feeling lebey. tp bile aku balek umah sorg, derang wat dunno je. kuang asam tol. tapi seriously, aku excited gile kalau 1 family nk gi bercuti. xkire la jauh ke dekat ke dlm malaysia ke oversea ke. mkn kedai mamak pn layan jela~ :D

and skarang ni, most of the time yg ade kt umah parents aku jela. yela, semua dok asrama/hostel/study oversea. aku ngn adek laki aku leh la slalu blk sbb dkt. abg aku once or twice a year. raya pn xtentu balek x. yg bongsu bile ade overnight baru leh balek umah. so, aku rase cm whenever possible, elok la kalau aku balek temankn parents aku. i know some ppl umah jauh, ssh nk balek. but a simple phone call pn jadi la. zmn skang kn zmn IT. ade handphone, leh video call, leh webcam, emel, surat, fax, merpati n apetah lg. hua3. and kalau cuti pjg, balek saja. hehe. aku kesian taw tgk atok aku kt kampung sorg2. bkn every week leh balek kmpung. n balek pn 2-3 hari je kalau xde cuti pjg. sdey weh sdey. huu~~ so aku slalu pk sunyi ke parents aku kt umah tu? mkn apela derang? pintu semua da kunci lom? n mcm2 lg la.

so, gitu la al-kisah post terbaru kali ni. k, kembali ke dunia realiti. CWU. haha muak x muak x? ok, gudnite! ^__^

none

2012-01-31T20:27:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum.
Saya tgh siapkan assignment yg xsiap2 lg ni. haihh.

2011-08-18T04:55:00.000-07:00

seriously aku ske dok umah. kt sini ape pn xbes. bikin serabut je.
*sigh*

2011-07-31T22:35:00.000-07:00

1st August 2011. 1st day of fasting month. senang nak ingat brape hari da puasa. :)) nk balek cheras tapiiiiiiiiiii malas! malas nk drive. malas nk jalan. kalau biar baju kotor seminggu, die x jadi basi kn? kekeke. next week jela basuh. okies, saya tgh boring duk umah sorang2. adek2 sume da balek asrama. T__T

k laa, nak gotong royong bilik ah. kemas pn bkn tido sane. tido blik mak je. huahahaha. anak manje. LOL. papai. salam~

2011-07-31T09:33:00.000-07:00

he spends more time at the mosque now. but when he comes home, he feels as if he is alone in the world.

dad

2011-07-31T08:30:00.000-07:00

conversation with dad after terawih.

dad: wani cuti sminggu eh?

me: aah. bah, nt wani mungkin nk balek cheras jap dlm minggu ni.

dad: oh, bile? hari ape?

me: xsure lagi.

dad: balek cheras nk watpe?

me: ohh, nt nk kemas2 sket. aritu balek kn rushing.

dad: oh, ti bawak la bibik skali.

me: haaaa, nk buat ape?

dad: kate nk kemas2. sroh la bibik tolong2.

me: alaa, xyah la. wani.............(xsempat abeskan ayat)

dad: ohhh, nak gi dating ehhhh???

me: ne leh dating. sok puasa la. sebulan taw puasa.

dad: *giggle3* oh, cmtu ke.

ehh, cm pelik je ayah aku giggle. muahahah.

bulan puasa

2011-07-31T04:12:00.000-07:00

alhamdulillah. Ramadhan tiba lagi.

selamat berpuasa bagi yang berpuasa.

bagi yang x, selamat la juga ye. kekeke.

terawih yok malam ni. :))

how he makes me cry...

2011-07-30T21:05:00.000-07:00

Thursday, 28th July 2011.

a memorable day.

a sad day.

a heartbreaking day.

a day that no one in the family would ever forget...

it's only been 3 days. the pain is still there. there is still sorrow. and grief. goshh, it hurts.

what hurts me more is seeing him alone. he is the head of the family. he has to act strong. but deep inside i know, he hurts the most. 80 years of life together and suddenly she is gone. seeing them together in the past, u can understand how he feels right now. but u wont really hurt if u haven't faced death of your closest ones before. when she was sick, he was always there by her side. always. he took care of her. she was bedridden. he bought her a bed. he bought her diapers, her medication. went to the hospital to get the ambulance. orang kampung, xde kete. kne gi hospital naik motor to call for an ambulance. slept at the hospital to accompany her. hospitals in rural area. u can just imagine the condition there but he always stayed with her without fail. looking at his tired face, but he always managed to put a smile everytime. but last Thursday, Allah lebih sayangkan dia. she complained difficulty of breathing. my grandfather rushed to the hospital to get an ambulance. but by the time he reached home, she was already gone. cannot imagine how he felt during that time.

yesterday, he asked my aunts to distribute my grandmother's belongings. her clothes, her bags, her perfume. everything. he said 'jgn tunjuk barang2 die kt depan aku. aku xnk tengok. nanti aku teringat-ingat. ayang aku tu. dlu gi Mekah skali." and then he stopped. i guess he was holding back so that he would not cry. seeing and hearing him say that, i cried. it hurts him much more than it hurts us all.

he is always giving me pocket money everytime i balek kampung. i always say its okay, simpan la duit tu but he always insist on giving. then i just found out, he would sell durian by the road hoping ppl would come and buy. not easy. just sitting there till the evening waiting for ppl to stop and buy. even kalau jual abes pn, brape byk sgtlh duit tu. and then giving me that money to spend for college. he gave me the money and i glanced at his wallet. only left rm1 notes. i cried.

i keep complaining that i have no money, but the fact is i spend too much. then every month, i get my allowance. even if i sleep at home and do nothing, i will get my allowance. so seeing an old man, working till his last strength just to get a small amount of money, and then giving it to me. im ashamed of myself. eventhough his children gives him money, but he still does all the hard work. and now, no one is there to wait for him to come back from work. he eats alone. fasts alone. sahurs alone. no one to talk to at home. all alone. waiting for raya when all his children and grandchildren come back for raya. and a week after, ppl going back to the city. and he's all alone. again.

i know, people come and go. this life is only temporary. but we are human beings. we are not perfect. we have feelings. so, its okay if u cry. u dont have to hold back. insyaAllah, 1 day u will meet her again in heaven. so be strong for now and pray for her.

i pray that her soul is in peace and tergolong dalam kalangan orang yg beriman. semoga beliau dijauhkan seksaan kubur dan dipermudahkan beliau untuk melintasi titian sirat. my prayers are always with u. Al-Fatihah.

saya mau main alat muzik dgn hebat

2011-01-17T04:13:00.000-08:00

assalamualaikum.

arini da stat posting baru iaitu SURGERY. summary of today = blurr. terkebil-kebil cm br stat clinical years padahal ni last posting for this year. xpela, baru 1st day. u may be excused. wahahaha aku plk yg bg pelepasan.

kt wad surgery ni byk surgeon2 ganteng uhhh. antaranye Mr H. xabes2 ngn Mr H. tp saje je usha2. xkose la nk ngorat. ahahaha. ramai kate surgery cm relax tp x cm relax pn. bz jekk. haiyaa, seb bek de thaipusam ngn chinese new year. dpt gk cuti lame2. hehe. ok, intro xde kaitan ngn tajok.

sp knl
NajwaLatif?

gmba from Google

gua rase die stylo la. nnyi sodap. men gitar pn hebat. jeles tgk org terer men gitar. why can't i be like that? *cehh praktis xmo nk harap tros jd pro. blah la! haha* haa, kt atas ni la najwalatif tu. comey je. muda2 da terer men gitar. ciss gua rase tergugat. wahahaha xleh blah. gi la tgk video2 die wat. bg aku mmg lyn la. ramai kate die the next YUNA. tp aku xtaw la nk join berkate jgk ke x sbb aku jrg dgr yuna nnyi. huu~

haa, tgk. stylo x stylo taylor swift men gitar neh?? mmg la. die men kerincing pn stylo sbb die taylor swift kot! hahaha. leh berangan jela aku. dlm mimpi2 konon aku cm terer gile men gitar. ok x? sob~sob~

2011-01-12T08:05:00.000-08:00

im in desperate need of shopping. ggrrrr!!

shoes.
bags.
clothes.
jeans.
scarfs.
accessories.
anything.
everything.

watever. i'll take anything i can grab.

uneventful holiday

2011-01-09T05:10:00.000-08:00

assalamualaikum

it feels kinda different la my lil sis xde. kalo x leh bergosip ngn die, then tgk vdeo korea berulang kali. pastu tgk cite korea kt tv. pastu mlm2 kalo lapa, leh ajk die turun teman mkn supper. then gosip lg. tp skng die kt asrama. huhu. xde geng. yg tggl my 2 brothers. keje derang men game je. i mn reti. ske men pn game lumba kete. tp zmn skang mn de org men game tu da. hahaha ketinggalan zmn tol la.

neway, skng tgh cuti end of posting. 1 mggu. tym cuti plk la die gi asrama. Zzzz tol. so, tpkse la aku cari inisiatif len ntok menghiburkn hati ni. hahaha ayat xleh blah! aku nk ajk brader2 aku gi jln2, tgk wyg ke, mkn2 ke. bes bile kua ngn abg aku sbb nt aku xyah drive. ngeee~ pastu aku nk ajk adek aku joging. xtaw la berjaya ke x sbb pg knfem xbgn. ptg pn tido jgk jd alamatnye joging dlm mmpi jela. hahaha. msti plik kn apsal la aku nk joging ni padahal xpnh pn b4 ni. sbb nye ahad ni aku masok futsal. saje2 je. bkn terer pn. jd konon2 la cm pemain harimau malaya, kite kne la training dlu. derng kn training kt area hotel je, jd aku training kt area umh jela. hahaha xde kne mengena.

haihh, bile aku cuti, xde plk gi holiday. bile xcuti, tym tu la nk gi holiday sane sini smpi terponteng klas. opps, kntoi.

p/s: nk DURIAN. nk CENDOL PULUT.

"boring" school

2011-01-04T04:21:00.000-08:00

assalamualaikum

my patient, madam Hani Syazwani, a 21 years old gravida 0 para 0 with background history of chronic laziness for 10 years was admitted home for further management of end of posting. wahahaha ske2 ati je kate da abeh posting. sok de klinik, kamis de ward round n teaching, jumat ade common lecture (xpnh pegi). sabtu la br officially cuti. tp sbb malaysia mng bola kn aritu. jd aku extend la cuti smpi bile2 aku nk. hahaha! PM pn bg cuti sehari je.

reason aku balek kali ni sbb sok my youngest sister yg form 1 tu nk masok asrama. die dpt offer gi TKC which is in seremban. so, sok 1 family akan gi anta die dan abandon die kt sn slame 3 hari. pastu sbtu gi visit die lg. wahaha tringat first tym aku masok asrama dlu. sdey weh sdey. isk3. yg anta bapak aku sorg je. cmni aa knn. T.T pagi tu die anta gi daftar sume, then kne gi dorm la kn. tgk katil la locker sume. bapak aku tggu kjp je pastu kate "k, unpack pastu settle down. abah nk kne gi keje dlu" aku ngn sayu nye salam bapak aku, pastu lambai die naek kete smpi xnmpk kelibat da. aku kms2 brg aku sume. bentang cadar, kms locker. da abes sume, nk gi class plk letak buku n stuff. skali tgk bapak aku tgh minom teh tarik kt kantin skola. ciss! wahahaha

neway, sepjg life kt asrama dlu ade suka dan duka. *cewah* but mostly duka je. siyesly, aku xske skola aku. strict semcm. seb bek aku masok tym form 4. jd 2 thn rase cm 20 thn je. kalo 5 thn rase cm 500 thn. hahaha. skola kt KL, sejengkal je ngn tmpt keje bapak aku. tp homesick wa ckp sama lu mcm tinggi KLCC tu. pnt syik nnges je. tp xla everyday. arini nnges sok x lusa nnges lg. selang seli. siap de timetable lg ari ape nk nnges, pkul bp nk nnges. wahaha ngarut tol! yg besnye kt kantin de jual bihun sup ngn kueh lopes yg sdp. n tym rehat men msok je amek mknn kt tmpt cikgu nye sbb baek ngn mkcik kantin tu. pastu pg ske breakfast kt ctu sbb kt dwn mkn nye xsdp. kalo lmbt, leh bwk pinggan skali gi klas pastu smpn dlm loker smpi berkulat. hahaha

sume depends on skola. de yg bes de yg x. adek aku nye bes kot. mak aku smpi skang bangge ngn skola die wpun da 30 thn lebey. ohh lupe. mak aku ex-TKCian. so, i guess adek aku no problem kot kt sane. de super senior yg bole backup. hahaha. tp sdey jgk la. kt sn die kne berdikari. sume wat sndri. kne basuh bj, gosok baju, kms katil, n bla3. sume mende kne organize sndri. *malangnye aku xaplikasi sume tu dlm kehidupan seharian aku yg skarang* lagi2 form 1 ni aku rase cm alahai kecik je lg dak ni wpun secara zahirnye x. hahaha keji keji.

neway, goodluck sis! welcome to the new world. :))

i heart malaysia

2010-12-29T23:00:00.000-08:00

assalamualaikum.

MALAYSIA mng aff suzuki cup ohh!! woot~woot~ smlm buat julung kali nye aku tgk team malaysia men. walaupun aku ni peminat manchester united tp den totap banggo weh jadi anak malaysia. pes tym wa tgk itu bola ngn saspen nye.

suasana mmg tegang la kt umh aku smlm. huru hara. riuh rendah. hiruk pikuk. bengkang bengkok. wahahaha tgk bola cuak nye cm nk jwb exam. x sng duduk syik tgk malaysia nye defense bolos je. dari awal smpi ke sudah. tp keeper kite mmg mantop lagi hebat lagi superb lagi gempak! wahh bkn men melangit aku puji ko khairul fahmi. wahahaha. tp mmg aku tabik spring la die ni men smlm. penalti pn xtembus.

n thniah safee sali sbb berjaya sumbang 1 gol smlm. kalo ko tgk ktorng bersorak smlm mmg ko terkejot pnye la. cm histeria. siap hentak2 lantai cm tribal dance gitu. wahahaha neway congratz malaysia. wpun korg training kt otel, pastu gi stadium pn naek kete kebal *wah, gaya cm nk class je kn. haha* tp still men ngn smgt. rugi aku x gi bercuti kt otel tu. leh aku skodeng derang training. haha.

p/s: no 12. ;PP

emo!

2010-12-23T00:22:00.000-08:00

bikin gua panas je posting ni. ade jadual xnk ikot. men hentam keromo je ikot ske ati je bile nk wat. bile tggu, xde plk. tym da ade plan, tym tula br nk wat. cmtu bek xyah wat jdual. wat bazir ketas je. tah pape. org len pn de life jgk. bengong! rase cm nk maki2 je. seb bek mak aku slalu igtkn bersabar itu lebih baek. grrrr!!

bkn agnes monica

2010-12-13T08:05:00.000-08:00

aku br je pas tgk cite Despicable Me. da lm da kua wyg tp br je dpt tgk. cite yg sgt comey sbb de agnes yg comey ngn pipi tembam die. hee~ tgoklh tgoklh..

cite ni sal villain name Gru yg mule2 tu rase tergugat ngn kejayaan villain lain yg berjaye curi pyramid. bkn Sunway pyramid ye. wakakaka. Gru ni xpuas ati so die pn wat plan yg lg gmpak iaitu nk curi bulan. in order for his plan to work, die perlukn bntuan 3 org dak pmpn ni ntok jual cookies kt villain lain yg hbt tu. cm xde kaitan kn cite org2 jht ttbe de budak jual biskut. wahahah. tgk jela sndri. xsaspen la kalo aku cite. ceh, padahal mls kn. huhu.

yg pki topi tu Edith. cm ganas2 sket. pki spek tu margo. n yg de pokok kelapa tu agnes yg comey. yg xcomey lgsg tula Gru. haha

agnes. bkn agnes monica. LOL

"He's so fluffy! Im gonna die!" (obsess ngn unicorn dak ni)

aku ske part ni. sp baek ati nk blikn aku buku bedtime story cenggini? smbil bace leh maen puppet pki jari. kreatif x kreatif an.

agnes ni kalo majok comey. nt kalo die xdpt pe die nk, die ugut ngn thn nafas sndri. tah pape tah. haha. ok, da bp kali aku gne word comey dlm post ni. k, sekian bedtime story kali ni.

fun with family

2010-12-12T23:46:00.000-08:00

assalamualaikum.

di kala ptg yg panas ni ditmbh plk ngn blackout maka bertmbh2 la panasnye, seorg manusia sdg menyiapkn kerja2 ZT. wahahaha. bosan gile cite aku. panas weh! kt msia kalo blackout mmg mcm tgh kukus pau. rs cm nk book flite gi kutub utara je skng. arghhh! (padahal br blackout xsmpi 5 minit)

ttbe je aku rase jeles sbb adek bradik aku sume tgh cuti. cuti abeh spm la, cuti skola la, cuti summer la. aku?? no cuti2 malaysia for u wpun ko da mmg ade kt malaysia. sob2. jd pd weekend yg lps, aku telah mengoptimizekn (wow!) mase cuti aku dgn pulang ke rumah seawal yg mungkin dan turut serta dlm sume aktiviti keluarga yg dijalankn termasuklah gi uptown, balek kmpung, mengorder dominos dan mcm2 lg. snok weh dpt balek. yg pliknye kalo dok jaoh cm mase aku kt bndung dlu aku xkesah pn xbalek. (tipu sgt la kn. haha)

aritu 2nd tym gi uptown sbb abg aku xnah gi lg. jd pegi la 1 family. kt sn jual brg sume lebey kurg sm je tp still nk borong gk cm xckup2. kalo bole nk bli sume mende smpi uptown bankrup. haha. n smlm, di saat2 gnting aku nk balek sbb nk prepare ntok ward round, tym tu jgk la kete rosak. btol2 kt depan A Famosa tym de fireworks lak tu. cm meraikan plk naseb malang ktorng. hahaha. so dok la berpiknik tgh2 mlm kt tepi jln smbil men game n dgr lagu. tp aku ske je sbb leh jd alasan xyah gi ward round. =.= malangnye, bntuan pn tibe n tpkse gk balek umh dgn hati yg berat. pastu mngkin sbb otak da set nk tido A Famosa n xnk gi ward round maka aku pn ttggl la clerking notes kt umh pg td. berkembur la gi clerk lg skali. Zzzz. tp seb bek la x disaster.

oh, elektrik da ade balek. tido tym!

penat tp heppi!

2010-12-09T18:55:00.000-08:00

assalamualaikum!

ape kabar ibu2 bapak2 abg2 kakak2? bajet muda plk aku wpun mmg muda kn. huahuahua. aku tgh wat entry ni ngn otak yg tgh mereng ditmbh ngn mata yg pedih cm kne tenyeh ngn cili. super exhausted! berjaga berjam-jam. poor brain. da atrophy agaknye. taw x atrphy tu ape? atrophy tu kecut cm asam kecut. haha. pnt2 je lecturer aja leklok, aku translate gitu je.

smlm aku onkol syif mlm kt labour room. haa, igt dominos mcd je ke ade syif2? jg org branak pn de taw. cewah, bajet cm org penting la kn. konon org xleh branak tnpa kau? padahal kau xde pn, patient leh branak jgk. midwife kn melambak ade. kau sbg hiasan je. hahaha. tp tym ni la amk peluang nk tgk cmne org bersalin. n kalau bernaseb baek (mcm aku yg br 1st tym bernaseb baek sejak 4 mggu yg lepas. wuwuwu~~) dptlh conduct delivery tu. skali lg, jgn igt dominos mcd je ade delivery. hahaha. smlm dpt conduct 2 delivery n observe 1 caesarean section. c-sec kul 3pg n aku smgt je gi tgk. Doc pn kate 'smgtnye awk'. die xtaw aku tggu patient tu beranak dekat 7jam. last2 operate plk. isk2, kcewa. T.T

kalo onkol mlm tym weekday mmg pnt sket. sbb siang tu da ade klas mcm2. teaching n etc. then mlm smbung bersengkang mata ntok jg patient dr mula die masok smpi la die abes bersalin. ikotkn mmg xlarat wehh. rase cm nk letak batang mancis je bia mata xtutup. tp batang mancis tu leh patah gk aku rase sbb kepenatan terlampau. ckp ngn org pn cm org high.

so, pg td aku blk kul 7pg. konon nk tido sedasyat sleeping beauty. ehh, dasyat ke tu? =.= tp bgn2 tgk br kul 10pg n xdpt tido blk. padahal rs cm letih gile n mata da cm panda da. huhu. xpela, pasni balek umh!!! mende yg aku slalu tunggu2 tiap weeknd. umh dkt pn homesick. lalala~~

update!

2010-12-07T00:28:00.000-08:00

assalamumalaikum!

slmt mnymbut awal muharram sume. =) wah, berhabuk da blog aku ni. da expired da agaknye. sblm ni bkk je blog pastu tekan new post. tp xtulis2 pn. last2 shutdown komputer akibat terlalu frust menonggeng. wahaha. ditmbh pula ngn tekanan belajar yg xsudah2 menekan ku. adoii. blaja blaja blaja. non stop. cm ketapi yg jln tnpa brek. eh, tu cm de dlm cite movie je. hahaha.

k, skng ni aku tgh posting O&g a.k.a jage org beranak. tp byk mende yg mengecewakn aku dlm posting ni. mls nk cite sbb tgh kecewa. sok xkecewa br aku cite. ape la aku merepek meraban dlm reban ni. T.T

tp posting ni bes jgk cume aku x adapt lg. (padahal da 4 mggu da) takat ni aku blaja sbb mmg kne n bkn sbb aku nk. *pnh ke aku nk blaja?* hahaha. ehh, pnh jgk la. tym medicine aku ske je. de gk smgt iltizam yg menggunung ntok gi wad, clerk patient, wat ini itu. tp kt o&g, bile de arahan br aku wat. kalo xde, cm arini kn cuti awal muharram, jd aku pn tido je berjam-jam dr jam smpi jd xjam.

pstu aku nyesal sorg2. berkabung pki baju tido, pastu tido. wahahaha. nk kate rilek sudeh, tp posting lg 4 mggu nk abes. keje bertimbun. exam da menghantui. but i still wanna relax. jd kite bersantai aje sementara tggu abg balek dr melbourne n bwk aku gi shopping. yeayyyy~!! sekian.

guilty

2010-07-10T04:17:00.000-07:00

hani!!! anda tidak stadi lgsg arini? ish3. nk kne hentam ngn supervisor ke mggu depan??! dush dush! jwb hani jwb! nape xstadi haa? nape??! T.T

sbb kat umh cume nk tido n men tenet. pastu nk spend tym ngn famili tgk tv n mkn bersama. kat umah, comic is the closest u can get to reading a book. kat umah rase smgt nk tgk bola sbb kt hostel xleh tgk. kat umah ade byk masa ntok tgk trailer Eclipse sbb kt hostel syik kne ngadap buku je. kat umah leh makan bile2 mase, ape jua mknn yg sdp2 sbb kt hostel syik mkn fud yg sama je.

jd x pelik la kn kalo kat umah xde masa nk stadi. kn? kn? so, xperlu la aku rase bersalah sgt kn. haha. pe aku merepek ni. k laa, da mghrib. td gi hair saloon ngn adek. phewiit~
salam. ^__^

2010-07-06T05:22:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum. hi everyone!

guess what?!! arini sy berjaya amek darah for the 1st tym on a real patient. suke3. ^__^ however, the procedure wasn't that smooth. 1st tym cucuk darah xkuar, so had to go in the 2nd tym. palpitation kot. menggelupur cm cacing haa td. tolong la kua, tolong la kua. tgk, pnye cuak smpi leh berbual-bual ngn darah tu. haha. sian kt patient tu. da la saket, aku wat die lg saket. huu. alhamdulillah. 2nd tym tu lancar je. misi berjaya! but i shudn't stop here just after 1 try la kn becoz practice makes perfect. so 2morrow morning, nk try wat lg. hopefully all goes well this tym. wish me luck aite!

today had classes from 8am till 5pm. so tiring la. but despite that, i think i enjoyed today's session. byk mende aku blaja arini. n i learned a lesson today. being a doctor xleh nk melawa. ape punye ajaran la yg aku dpt ni. xberkait pelajaran pn. haha. bknlh melawa ape pn. tudung xleh yg leceh2 tu. ssh gile nk pki stethoscope nt. pastu muke merah padam sbb sume org tgk ko beraksi cm monyet yg terkial-kial. pki stethoscope pn amek masa berjam-jam. haha. over plk. minit sudah. ur supposed to be able to put it on within seconds jela. anyway, i heard what i was supposed to hear. saspen je bile doctor tnye. terkezut eden. kezutan budaya. tp last2 de improvement sbb da leh igt mende baru. sbbnye doctor tnye berulang kali secara mengejut smpi sume org leh jwb tnpa bisu selama bbrp saat. everyone can answer sepantas kelajuan cahaya. well, for that particular question only la. yg len blom tntu leh jwb lg. haha.

haiya, syik cite psl klas je. bosan. hiburan plk. haha. wehhh eclipse da kua ke lom eh? lom kn kn? xsabanyeee nk tgk. 1st and 2nd aku tgk kt bndung. now kt msia plk. wajib tgk kt wayang. i repeat. wajib! tolonglah bg peluang ntok aku bersuka ria plk. da 2 mggu aku terperap kt spital ni. da leh jadi jeruk da. hahaha. n kpd sape2 yg xtaw, musim world cup da hmpir ilang dek zaman. skng nk semi da, pastu final plk. jd sokong la saki baki team yg ade skng ni. dipilih dipilih! ade netherlands, uruguay, spain n germany. make ur pick. aku pilih england ngn brazil. haha. xde dlm senarai pn. terkandas awal2 lg. hadoii. sian. tp xpela. kali ni sokong germany ngn netherlands plk. so for all football die hard fans tu, jgn lupe tgk match pg nt ye. i won't be able to watch for 2 reasons. first, my house got tv but no astro. haha. 2nd, cant stay up so late tonite coz 2morrow got klas at 8. saspen2. hehe. k, byebye. tu je post kali ni.

hani sedang rajin

2010-07-04T04:44:00.000-07:00

arini lebih produktif dr smlm. hee. pg dimulakan ngn lecture selama 3 jam .tp masok da stgh jam lewat. selambe je msok ngn muke xbersalah. seb baek la lecturer tu sporting n sgt baik. tp xleh nk fokus pn td sbb lecture hall tu sejuk gile babengs! eh, salah. bkn lecture hall tp auditorium! bp kali gnda lg besar. leh muat bp ratus org dlm tu padahal kitorng de 39 org je. haha. bazir ruang tol. kaw2 pnye sejuk. hampir mencecah tahap beku kot. kalo bli ayam bole smpn dlm tu. knfem xkn busuk. haha. hiperbola nye aku cite. rugi xbwk simut td. kalo bwk leh berselubung je pastu tido tros. sok pg nye leh tros gi wad sbb spital sblh tu je. haha.

td tgh2 lecture, akibat kebosanan thp melampau maka saje2 la menggedik sorg2 ngn mengambil gmba sndri. malangnye, tnpa ku sedari telah wujud eye bag kt bwh mata. apekah?? sjk bile plk obvious terang lg bersuluh ni? nmpk sgt aku kurg tido baru2 ni. sian mata aku. sian sian. maka, pas klas aku telah mengambil inisiatif ntok tido pas zohor. tido punye la tido, xsedar pape lgsg. bgn2 tgk da kul 5 lebey. 4 jam stret aku tido! wahahaha. dsyt tol. tu pn ngntok2 lg tp pkse gk diri ntok bgn.

haa, then br la smgt kerajinan dtg. mule2 tgk housemate sapu bilik. da abeh, turn aku plk nk kne mop. dgn berat ati nye (sbb aku pemalas) aku pi la bncuh pencuci lantai ngn air. siapkn sume bhn2 ntok mengemop. cewah, bajet cm chef wan laa nk prepare bhn ntok memasak. haha. then, aku pn stat la mop2. wah, jakun plk aku kn. mop 2-3 kali plk tu. seronok terlebey. syok sndri. haha. mop lalala mop lalala~ xckup ngn mop blik sndri, aku pi mop dapo skali. siap offer lg nk mop blik kwn. sdey tym kecik2 xpnh men mop. hahahah.

da siap sume tu, pastu iron bj plk. awal plk aku wat keje kali ni. slalu iron bj tgh2 mlm b4 tido. ttbe dpt hidayah. bgos2. pastu kms meja plk. ok, sp yg xknl aku knfem igt meja aku ni sntiase kemas, tersusun, rapi, teratur....dah2. prasan plk. xde sp tringin nk pk sal meja ko. haha. meja aku ni jrg sgtlh aku gne. wat tmpt letak brg je. cm kt supermarket tu kn de tmpt penitipan brg. especially mknn. baik kt matrik, kt bndung, kt cni. same je. mostly stadi kt katil je. ish3. xbgos tol. tp memandangkn arini tgh smgt 1 malaysia. eh?? amende la merapu ni. kire arini mmg rase cm nk rajin, jd meja tu telah berjaya ditumpaskn. da kms. de ruang nk stadi da. nk cari brg pn xdela cm men treasure hunt kn. haha.

n lastly, mntk2 la smgt ni bertahan smpi mlm ni sbb niat nk stadi sket. weekend ni xsntuh buku lgsg. mcm ape je xsntuh. bkn kne samak pn. semoga minggu ni lebey baek dr yg sebelomnye. aminn. k, tym to go. salam. ^__^

=.=

2010-07-03T00:41:00.001-07:00

wah, bangganye aku ngn pencapaian diriku arini. lecture selama 3 jam lebey telah berjaya ku tawan!! xtido pn. tersengguk pn x. haha.syabas hani syabas! tp skng ngntok plk. yok kite Zzzzz dlu.

waka waka

2010-07-02T06:17:00.001-07:00

salam salam salam..

lame tol blog ni berhibernasi. tym to wake up! bangun bangun! tido je keje ko ehh. pat publish post tebaru ko ni. sian peminat syik tggu2 je keluaran terbaru. wahahaha. bajet tol! tp mmg lame gile da xtulis kn. syik bz bz bz. kkdg bkk da blog pastu termenung pk nk tulis ape. adoii, cm jwb exam la plk kn.

selama bbrp hari ni aku telah dibebani ngn 1 assignment yg super mega dsyt nye la. nyesal aku stat wat last minute. mmg seksa. keje melambak, tp tarikh nk submit tu alahai, bp ari je die bg. mlm td mmg aku bersengkang mata la. menaip tanpa henti smpi jari aku rase cm nk tercabut. bkn takat jari je, ngn otak2 skali rase nk tercabut. pastu nk rendam dlm air sejuk sbb da overheating. cewah, igt otak ko tu cm enjin kete ke. tp kire bgos la jari aku exercise. fit taw. nt leh dftr jari aku masok lumba jari. haha. pastu kul 7pg cmtu aku cm nk pngsan da ngdap laptop je. bygkn tgh2 dok wat keje tu ttbe pndgn jd gelap. ngntok gile!! last2 xleh la. coma juge aku akhirnye. tido dlm sejam cmtu pastu bgn blk. smbung melatih jari lg. smpi la kul 12tghari td. siap juga akhirnye! mmg sgt3 lega. rase cm baru abih nek roller coaster. tp xdela tym wat keje tu aku jerit2 cm org gile. hahaha.

pasni leh la aku nyiapkn requirement2 len plk. ok, meh nk cite sket pe je kne wat tym clinical ni. each 1 of us akan dpt 1 logbook ni. dlm tu die ade btaw pe je prosedur2 yg kne wat and kne tgk. antara yg kne wat adlh amek darah, cek blood pressure n mcm2 lg la. stakat ni 1 prosedur pn aku xwat lg. tp aku pnh berlatih amek drh kt tgn kwn. haha. bijak x idea ni? bijak kn kn? cuak gk mule2 tp pas da berjaya, sronok la plk. sian tgn miss X ngn miss Y ni kne jd mngsa aku. haha. nt wat kt patient btol2 lg la cuak. silap2 leh parkinson tgn aku ni. n bkn de experience sgt kn. satgi tersalah cucuk la, darah x kua la. mau menggelabah ayam aku kt situ. ayam pn xmenggelabah cm aku. haha

tp 1 thing aku xske sal clinical years ni adlh sbb sabtu ahad pn de klas. adoii. org yg bekerja pn cuti taw! xpepsl kne bgn pg, pastu gi dgr lecture smpi 3-4 jam. gile letih tlinge aku cmni. sian sian. penderaan tlinge. pertama kali dlm sejarah dunia. haha. blaja pn nk kne de rehatnye. ni pakse2 smpi student jd gile. sdey aku cmni. xleh blk umh slalu. cehh, tipu je. stakat ni every week aku balek. hehe. dok umh mmg bes tiada tolok bandingnye. mkn sdp. tido sdp. tgk tv sdp. sume la sdp. lg2 tgh world cup kn skng. kt umah bile2 je leh tgk. kt cni dpt tgk highlight je. kcewa tol. T.T

mengikut mitos2 org ramai, kalo dok kt KL lg sng la nk kua jejln ke tgk wyg ke ape. yela, da dok kt central city kn. tp dgn ini saya menyangkal 100% sal mitos ni. kalo dok kt hukm, xsesenang tu nk kua. haha. time is limited. very2 limited. kalo kt kedai tu die label sbg limited edition la. tiap mase nk kne kejar mase. ehh? ape ayat ni. xphm. haha. kirenye kt cni slalu dlm keadaan terkejar-kejar. igt men kejar-kejar tym kecik je. upenye da besar pjg pn nk kne men gk. stiap ari nk kne men. syik game same je. msti bosan kn. xde plk nk ajak men sorok-sorok ke, rounders ke. wee, rounders! sp nk men ajak aku. rindunyeee nk men game tu. nk kua pn weekend je leh. sdey aku. kt wyg tu da la tgh byk cite bes2. yg pnting aku nk tgk twilight br nt. eclipse! hehe. aritu tgk cite karate kid yg de jackie chan blakon tu. lawak gk la. pastu tgk cite toy story ngn adek2. to infinity n beyond~!! bes gk la wpun awal2 tu aku ttdo gk. haha.
k laa. rase cm da pjg gile aku tulih. satgi korg xlrt bace nt stop tgh2 jln. haha. tibe mase berhibernasi lg. jom2! ^__^

update

2010-06-01T03:29:00.000-07:00

1 word that describes clinical year.....HECTIC! kjp2 gi ward. kjp2 gi klinik. kjp2 meeting sane meeting sini. jln sane sini. naek tingkat atas, turun bawah, naek balek. huihh, pnt gile. blk tros pengsan. mlm2 bgn bace buku plk. pastu tido lewat mlm. sok awal pg bgn gi ward lg. busy busy busy! even though clinical blom start secara official, tp ni pn da busy gile. nk kua pn susah. xbyk mase.

so, skng ni tgh merajinkn diri ke ward slalu, jpe patient sume supaya nt bile da start btol2 xdela culture shock. xdela terkedek-kedek. xdela rase pnt sgt. sbb skng ni gunekan mase ntok build up stamina. hahaha. n bile jumpe patient tu, phm2 la. ade yg xske jpe doktor. ade yg x sporting. ade yg xske cite masalah derang kt strangers. jd bile kite approach n then kne reject tu agak la malu. tp lame2 akan terbiase. derang pn de prasaan sndri jgk. lyn jela. approach cara laen plk. bodek ke bg adiah ke. heheh. wat muke tebal sudah. kite nk treat org xleh takot2, xleh malu2, xleh passive. kne la proactive. learn from our mistakes. wah, pe la ceramah yg aku bg ni. haha.

jumaat ni ade exam. tp habuk pn xstadi. yg aku pk nk balek weekend ni. nk balek! skng ni ssh nk relax2. dok umh jgk la yg bes. after that de kem plk kt Rembau. bp ari tah. 4 kot. after that baru la taw dpt posting ape. cuaks2! will be surgery? O&G? Medicine? or JKM? either one i hope i can do my best. aminn~

let's go!

2010-05-20T20:43:00.000-07:00

salam.
arini last day duk umh berlenggang kangkung smbil goyang kaki. 2morrow officially akan start clinical. wpun lom stat blaja lg, tp anggap jela mcm da rasmi kn. haha. to be honest, im not ready. i repeat. NOT READY! tp pnh ke aku ready ntok ape2 seblom ni? cm x je. haha. layan jela. cuak ni. 1 step closer to becoming a doctor. amacam? style x? style kn kn? haha. satgi xlepas malu je.

the future me. insyaAllah. tp ngn tudung la. =P

ok, brg2 da pack. xsiap lg tp mostly sume da sumbat dlm beg. mule konon nk pakai beg kecik la kn. "alaa, brg xbyk pn" (monolog dalaman). kononnye la. alik2 br masukkn sparuh brg, beg da pnoh. =.= aiyoo. kua kn blk. tpkse la gne beg besar. tu pn full gk. ish, cm nk pndah umh je. nt kt sane brg kargo de lg. wahahah. byk tol brg aku.

kt sn ti cmne eh tenet? ayah aku ade belikn berokbang (broadband) tp adek aku kate ntok browsing leh la. wesss. cmne aku nk download cite2 kesygn spt gossip girl, greys anatomy, one tree hill ngn vampire diaries? oh nossss. nk balek la stiap weekend. haha. cm anak mnje plk. tp gile pe nk blk. ari sbtu de klas. what??!! dgr kate cmtu la. T.T

ok, ni cite xberkaitan ngn yg di atas. ari yg same aku blk dari bndung, adela fmily mat salleh ni bg meow kt umh aku. free je. da siap inject vaksin sume. mknn, pasir die, umh, mainan sume skali die bg je. gile byk taw! sume sbb derng nk balek brazil da. (buhbye~) meow ni gemok gile. perot die xleh blah. gemok gedempol! tp bkn sbb pregnant la. haha. name die hannah (org mat salleh tu bg) mule2 kerek gile meow ni. sombong thp dewa pnye. bese la kucing. malu-malu kucing (???) haha. lame2 die xleh kalo xde org. msti nk ngendeng je. skng ni kalo aku men laptop kt lntai, jp lg die dtg la pijak keyboard sume. kt skrin nk gesel2 la. wah, sukati kau je kucing! haha. tp die ttp comey dan disygi ngn penoh kasih syg oleh kami sekeluarga. sekian. hahaha

k, babai sume. azam baru saya bile masok clinical year ni. nk stadi rajin2 dan mengelakkn diri dr perkara yg melekakn. we'll see how it goes this time. hahaha ^__^

clean-knee-curl

2010-05-18T00:36:00.000-07:00

wess wess.
nk bace x post tebaru aku? nk x? nk x? kalo xnk, STOP skang! sbb sp yg nk je leh bace. hahaha. bajet gile. k, jmputlah masuk. sile2. wat cm blog sndri.

ni cek nk habaq mai sat. la ni cek nk daftar da pi hukm. nak stat clinical da. adoii, cek apa pon x prepare lg. ada laa shopping sikit. tp tang blajaq tu, toksah kate la. ampeh kedondong! buku je beli. tu pon selai saja. hishh, apa nk jadik cek xtaw la. ni cek dok pikiaq brg pe nk beli. biaq da masok nt toksah da pikiaq2 "alamak, tetinggai tula, tetinggai ni la". masuk2 ja nk teruih settle down. pastu pikiaq nk blajaq ja. wah, baguih2! semangat!! haha. cek doa sgt2 la dpt posting yg xsusah2 dlu cm O&G tu kan. susah woo posting tu habaq kt hang. kne dpt rentak blajaq tu dlu baru leh wat yg susah2 gitu. mintak2 sume ok. aminnn~ hangpa pon sume doa kt cek la jugak. time kaseh.

hok tadi ambo kecek dok prepare lg tu, gano nok oyak? ambo dok reti plop. gini ah. nok masuk elaung nanti kne ade akaun CIMB. patut ambo bukok doh tp sebab IC ambo hile kemaring jadi kne ah tunggu siak dulu. saim ambo kato tokleh paka IC hok sementara sebab ye xdop microcip. gitu ah. jd ambo sedih ah takut elaung lambat masuk. kakgi xdop duit deh. haha. byk ah dop settle lg. tabung haji pong mak suruh bukak akaun ye. sbb leni nok bratur gi haji 20thn. kire2 ambo umur 41thn ah baru leh gi. gitu ah. jd sape2 dok bratur lg, cepak2 ah bratur. ^__^

wehhhh, sbnanye aku mls gile nk stat blaja! dok umah leh rilek2 tgk tv mkn2. lepak ngn family bes gile kot wpun xkua umh. aritu tgk thomas cup beramai-ramai. fuhh syiok! pastu tgk cite my girl. layannn~ bes oooo wa ckp sama lu. haha. ok2, enuff of the merepeking. nk tido la. ngntukzzz.
chow cincau!

*p/s: broken gile language aku di atas sane. sape2 jgn trase atau amek ati ye. xde niat nk mengejek. bes dpt ckp bhs lua ni tp xmaster la. sowie sowie.. ;P

2010-05-09T19:37:00.001-07:00

SOMETIMES WHEN YOU LOVE SOMEONE SO MUCH, YOU ARE WILLING TO SACRIFICE YOUR HAPPINESS JUST TO MAKE THEM HAPPY

lalala

2010-04-12T21:01:00.001-07:00

~remidial exam~

ptotnye kne pulun jwb exam. tp ni la keje yg aku dok wat. amek gmba. gile ke ape amek gmba time exam! da la hp spatotnye xleh bwk masuk. hahaha. pas2 nmpk sgt tgh men2. tgk paper tu. tu front cover. xbkk pn. haihh. pe nk jd ngn budak ni. hoho.

bandung

2010-04-12T06:20:00.000-07:00

hi. it's me again. syik update blog je. nmpk sgt da xde keje len nk wat. haha. ok, since aku da dok kt cni selama 3 thn kn jd meh aku story sket pe yg bes kt bndung. kot2 la de yg nk cuti2 ke shopping kt cni. jd aku promote siap2 ye. haha.

~SHOPPING~

kalo nk shopping, 1st yg aku cadangkn adlh Pasar Baru. name je baru tp tmptnye x baru pn. ni slalunye pmpan2 la yg gile shopping kt cni. kalo bole b4 bukak nk gi da pastu da tutup pn xnk balek2 lg. HAHA. kt cni borong la sume jenis kain ke telekung ke. yg sulam x sulam sume ade. kalo dtg knfem borong pukal nye la. da cm nk bkk butik kt msia plk. laki knfem xske gi cni sbb yelah, laki xsume kaki shopping.
Factory Outlet. kt bandung ni melambak F.O. especially kt Jln Riau n Jln Dago. sume cm lebih kurg je tp yg best tu cm The Secret, Heritage, Cascade, Rumah Mode. bole thn lawa gk la baju2 dia. ade gk F.O yg jual guys stuff, handbag, kasut, etc. n rumah mode tu pnh masuk magazine kt Malaysia. so beramai-ramai la ke RUMAH MODE!
Ciwalk. tmpt ni femes mostly sbb jeans. sepjg2 jln tu jual jeans. baju pn de tp sket2 la. mcm2 jenis sluar ade. nk yg cmne? yg kembang? kempis? warne biru? merah? hijau? semue ada! hahaha. n kedai2 die cm unik gk sbb luar each kedai de katun len2. cm aladin, superman, spiderman, bla3.
yg len tu mall la. alaa, kt msia pn ade mall. lg up kot. kt bndung ni, mall yg org slalu gi BIP, BSM, CIWALK, PVJ. kalo nk len sket dr msia maybe gi PVJ kot. tmpt die classy sket n kt dpn tu byk sket choice nk mkn2. haa, for guys slalunye ske gi BEC. ni eletronic center. nk bli laptop, mp4, handphone angkut la kt cni. lebey kurang cm Loyat kt KL. hoho

~SIGHTSEEING~

Kawah Putih. ni tmpt gunung berapi. xigt la still idop lg ke x. tp gi la. view die interesting. ade lg 1 tmpt ni. gunung berapi gk. name die Tangkuban Perahu. but i dont recommend going there bcoz kt sane slalu kne tipu. duit knfem abez byk wat byr tipuan2 para masyarakat. huhu. pas2 otway leh gi ladang stroberi. petik2 la puas2. nt dlm kete lapa2 nk ngunyah, jd kunyah la stroberi ni. xsmpt nk bwk balek pn sbb abeh dlm kete. haha.
Bogor. jaoh sket dr main town. 3 hour drive. tu pn kalo x jam. kalo de kids, ya pasti sronok! bcoz de Safari. haha. cm laa kt msia xde. tp bes woo safari die. leh amek gmba pelok2 ngn harimau. pastu suap haiwan tu mknn. ehh, bkn la suap harimau. kng len jd kng. suap la kancil ke, gajah ke, zirafah ke. hee. n lg 1 Taman Bunga. die bknlh tmn bunga chokia2 yg kcik tu. besar gile taman die. dekat stgh hari gk nk round sume. many2 types of gardens. de jepun nye, bali nye, omputeh nye. pegi jgn x pegi! ;P

~MAKAN-MAKAN~

Kampung Daun. mknn die bg aku xdela sdp sgt. tp view die mmg superb especially tym mlm. die ade waterfall, xtaw la buatan ke ape. n mkn kt gazebo. kire de privacy la siap de bntl nk baring2 kalo prot da senak sgt. haha
Dago Atas. atas ni byk gile tmpt mkn. n aku pn baru gi skali. but ppl say yg best tu The Valley, Stone n xtaw lg. u can see the nightview of Bandung. hehe
eskem durian. ni ade kt tepi2 jln. wpun tmpt cm xbes tp sgt sdp! haha. tp tgklh surrounding die. kalo slekeh sgt better jgn. but u shud try it. mmg terbaik la!
pecel lele. ni pn kedai kt tepi jln tp mmg sedap. lele tu keli. tp kt cni die goreng garing jd xdela rase plik. again, tgk surrounding dlu b4 nk mkn. hehe

okies, aku promote tu jela dlu. byk lg sebnanye tp kng pjg berjela aku tulis cm karangan tym SPM plk. hoho. enjoy~
^__^

why ohh why?

2010-04-11T23:26:00.000-07:00

salam. hi sume pembace2~ haha. *prasan*
kali ni nk cite betapa bosannye tgh2 cuti amek exam. warghhhh!!! sgt2 bosan.

k, cmni mule cite nye. pas amek result aritu, each student was given the choice to take the remidial exam. sp xnk pn xpe unless ade subjek yg terkantoi. for me, alhamdulillah lepas sume. so, aku tidaklah diwajibkn ntok amek remid tu. tp nape aku gatal sgt nk amek? nape? nape?? huuu~ sbb aku pk dok cni cm lame lg, xde mende pn nk wat so amek jela exam tu ntok mengisi masa lapang. namun tidak diketahui bhw bile smpi masenye nk exam, aku akan jd malas. yg tersgt2 M.A.L.A.S!! yelaaa, da syok2 cuti kn. mkn tido tgk cd. ttbe nk bukak buku??!!! is that even possible? haha. overr plk. mmg la possible tp ssh gile kot. apatah lg aku. tym exam sbenar pn slow sket nk stat stadi, ni tym2 cuti plk. da laa soklan susah gile thp A! kalo sng, leh la aku jwb ngn tenang sket ke. xdela pening kpale nk pk jwpn. jd skng aku rase nyesal ngn keputusan aku ntok amek remid. kalo x leh balek awal sket. ni abes jumat ni tp nk tggu keputusan kuar lg 2 minggu. bozzannnn~~

pastu nk dijadikan cite, td pas remid kasut hancur lebur. mmg low quality nye kasut la. sengal! mmg thp nazak gile. xleh nk tolong da la. seb bek la leh pnjm kasut org. tp besar. bile aku pki jd cm ronald McDonald nye kasut. knal x? alaa, pkcik pakai bj kuning ngn kasut warne merah tu. slalu ade je dok kt krusi depan McD tu haa. hehe. so, jln la ngn kasut kiri len, kanan len. org tgk wat xtaw jela. haha.

so k la. tu jela ntok kali ni. xde idea nk tulis pepjg. haha.
bye2. ;P

post yg membosankan

2010-04-10T07:46:00.000-07:00

~wikikikiki~
^__^

salam. kali ni on9 pki smartfon plk. dia cm broadband la gitu. syok gile la weii!! lame da x on9 pki laptop kesygn. huhu. spt yg aku pnh cite dlm post2 b4 ni, aku balek 1hb mei. tp arini, half drpd my batch da blk. rase sunyi gile. ehh, bkn aku yg kesunyian tp rase cm da xde org. asal la aku gatal sgt nk blk lmbt ni? kn da nyesal. isk, sdey. T.T

haa, baru2 ni kalo tgk kat fesbuk, aku ade promote brg2 ntok dijual cm katil, rak buku, almari n mcm2 lg. haha. mula2 rase cm xkn ade org nk bli. tp upenye cm jual pisang goreng tgh pns2 tu. laku! ttbe rase cm syok plk niaga ni tp brg pn limited. so, jual jela ape yg ade. yg xdpt bli tu mntk maap la yer. huhu. yeay dpt duit! dpt duit! haha. leh la nk bershopping sepuas-puasnye.

so, ape lg yek. bosan gile dok umah xwatpe. kua umh pn x. paling pn tgk cd. kms bilik. em, almari baju da ade org bli so baju2 sume letak kt lntai je. haha. katil pn da de org bli tp amek dkt2 aku nk balek ler. kng aku nk tido ktne? xkn atas lntai. haha. so, a week b4 balek msia nk packing btol2. smgt! nk balek nk balek! xsabanyeeee. tp sdey gk nk pegi dr cni. huhu. neway, we have to always move on.

so, adios ppl~

see-see

2010-04-05T07:54:00.000-07:00

wassup wassup?? saya mengupdate blog kt cc. sedey xde tenet kt umh kn kn? T.T da hmpir smggu xdpt online. paling pn bkk fbuk gune hp yg sgtlh cinonet skrinnye. nk kne pki kanta pembesar kalo nk tgk gmba. isk isk.

sepjg bbrp ari ni adela some new stuff ntok di'story'kn. firstly, last thursday dpt final exam nye results. sgt3 penting! sbb tu yg akan menentukan leh blk msia ke x. Alhamdulillah, my result was ok. xde sangkut kt mane2. so mmg officially saya da abeh study kt Bandung ni n akan continue kt HUKM, Cheras plk. ^__^ so, alang2 ade lg sebulan dok kt cni, amek jela remidial exam ntok mengisi masa lapang. n kalo leh, naikkan pointer skali. HAHA.

last saturday plk de match futsal. wpun xterer men, tp men la jgk. sape nk gelak sila la gelak sepuasnye sbb pasni xjpe lg. haha. my team seri ngn batch 06 0-0. okla tu. at least xkne blasah trok. tp kaki terbelasah ngn sendri sehingga tempang dan terpkse 2run tngga cm nenek. nk pnjt katil pn amek mase yg sgt lame. apatah lg kalo jln ngn kwn2. trase cm kura2 berkawan ngn harimau bintang. tp dun worry. xdela trok sgt injured nye. neway, we ended up getting 2nd place. maka ketika name VITAL 10 diumumkn ntok amek medal, rase cm bes gile. haha. FYI, kitorng dr 1st yr syik ckp2 nk wat team futsal la. tp ckp skadar ckp. maluuuu~ bknlh nk kate skng xtaw malu, tp pk sbb da last yr. jd blasah la labu. hoho. tahniah VITAL 10!!

lagi ape yek? oh, smlm gi bndung ngn geng gosip mulana. xtaw dr mn dpt nm tu. hoho. mcm2 la wat but mostly adlh melagho xigt dunia. ok2, taw da abes xm. pastu xde duit wat cm byk duit. tp xpela. pasni ssh nk gather da. bes mmg bes! byk sgt la nk membebel kalo nk cite sume. all in all mmg terbaik la~!! tp xpuas lg nk shopping2 sume. jd terima kasih pd mama tersayang krn mengirimkn duit ntok anakanda tersyg. haha. anyone nk kirim brg dr bandung sila angkat tgn dan hulurkn duit pd kaunter Western union ntok dikirimkn pd saya. hahahaha.

ok, ckup la ntok kali ni. xsaba nk balek. lagi 25 more days! weehooo~ xsabanyeee. da la nek MAS. jakun2. slalu nek airasia je. haha. can't wait to see my fmly. ^__^

just do it!

2010-03-27T07:22:00.000-07:00

aloha~
skarang adalah waktu bersuka ria sedunia. as u all know, exam final da abes. tggl tunggu results which will be announced on 1st April 2010. *cuak2* n will be going back on 1st may 2010. so 1 month gap tu xtaw la nk watpe kt sini. plan mcm2 but xdop pitih. jd gimana atuh?? hurmm~

neways, tym exam da dkt2 nk abes aritu i got 1 message yg tnye "interested in joining futsal tournament?" memandangkn exam pn da abes n ni pn final year, so y not? masuk jela. kalo memalukan diri pn paling2 pasni xjpe sesape da. hoho. so, 1 team consisting of TWP girls were formed. ade 10 players in total n our team name adlh VITAL 10. right after last exam, kitorng stat training bcoz the match will be held tomorrow. haa?!! esok ke??! agak debo gk la bcoz 1st tym enter tournament ni. slalunye jd tukang sorak n tukang kritik n tukang gelak je. haha. pasni rasekan sndri cmne rasenye! T.T

dunno how i will perform 2morrow. ceh, bajet men cm beckham la?? haha. xdela, blom men lagi tp kaki da injured. xleh sepak bola. (eh, kalo xleh sepak watpe men futsal??!) O.o
xpela kot. men for fun je kn. put all out tp xyah push urself over the limit. huu~ i'll just try my best. xnk hampakan penyokong2 yg dtg. wow! poyo abissss...tp mntk2 la aku xmen cm ayam. hurmm~ ayam men futsal cne pn aku xtaw. wish me luck eyy!

go go twinning!!
wear ur jersey with pride n show them what we are capable of.. (~_^)

expect the unexpected

2010-03-18T04:29:00.000-07:00

haloo2. spt sudah berkurun aku x mengupdate blog. mls sgt rasenye. ok, ni just some news from me.

stat dr mggu lepas aku mula exam final. kire pasni kalo lepas sume, insyaAllah akan balek msia for good on 1st may (tym hari pekerja. tp wei! aku bkn pekerja yg kne halau blk msia taw. haha!) *bye2 indonesia~ bye2 lumpia~ bye2 jatos~* so, arini adlh exam yg plg xdigemari iaitu S.O.C.A. oral exam ni mmg ler scary. either u pass atau fail. either u live or u die. eh, over plk. n cm bese la. nm pn student nk exam kn. knfem la ade mate2 nk taw soklan bocor. maka muncul la dialog2 di bilik kuarantin yg bbunyi spt

org A: "aku nmpk dia tulis sal prostate. bace kes BPH weh!"
org B: "sure ke? org len pn kes same ke?" (tiap round ade 5 org student)
org C: "grup 2nd BPH gk. bace tu jela. sume msti dpt same nye"

maka huru hara la kt blik kuarantin tu n sume pn pulun bace kes tu. yeay hepi dpt taw kes. leh la prepare leklok. alik2 bile da nk smpi turn aku (grup last2), dpt lak shocking news mengatekan "weh, grup yg baru kua td kate kua dysentry diarrhea!" WOTF??!! ~!@#$%^ laa,bole plk cmtu. aku bace kes BPH je kot.

ape lg. cm org gile la m'hafal kes diarrhea ler plk. tym tu men hentam keromo jela. patho sume men agak2 je. rase2 leh sumbat, sumbat aje la. =.= tp alhamdulillah dpt result ok. x expect byk pn bcoz preparation adlh nol. hoho~ pasni osce plk. 14 stesen. kne dpt 14 A. tp rase sronok plk nk osce. tah, lbey santai kot. but we never know what might happen. just pray everything goes well.

p/s: last 14th march was my bday. on exam week. ='( but luckily it was on sunday n monday tu ade paper compre je. so kurg la stress compared to if it was soca that monday. i got lots of wishes. thru facebook, sms, phone call, YM. *thanks everyone 4 all the wishes~!! ^__^ * also had a simple celebration with loved ones. or one? haha. dinner at papa ron. n dpt adiah jgk! suke suke! btol2 igt xsmpt bli pape sbb exam. time kaseh msm. hee~

well, folks. thats the end of the show. hope u liked it. haha. poyo nye. k babai.
-THE END-

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2010-02-09T03:09:00.000-08:00

walking down memory lane.....

i remember somone once gave me a sweet with a writing at the back:
"I NEED YOU"
and that totally changed my world.
it always put a smile to my face whenever i take a look at it.
reminds me of sweet memories.

morning thoughts

2010-01-16T17:27:00.000-08:00

am i fooling myself again?
i know i should'nt have done it, but i did it anyways. i purposely doubled the amount so i could give some to u bcoz i know it's ur favorite. but y should i give it to u? there was no special occasion. but i still did. n it has always been like that. i know u would think that i did it for a certain reason. or that i hoped for something back. but ur wrong. n thats y i lied to u. i told u it was from someone else. i dont mind. as long as ur happy. even from far, i'll try n keep u happy.

2010-01-14T06:06:00.000-08:00

im in need of a true friend rite now.
someone i can talk to.
someone who doesn't judge.
someone who will listen.
someone who understands.
someone who can keep a secret.
someone i can trust.
someone who can make the best out of me.
someone who has my back.
n the only person that i can think of rite now that meets those criteria is my MOM..
but i dont wanna bother her with all my stupid problems.
i just wanna go home. its tough here.

minda vs hati. sp yg menang?

2009-12-17T05:51:00.000-08:00

pernah x korng cm trase nk wat atau ckp sesuatu. tp minda korg halang korng dr truskn. pnh x? bkn sng kn nk bg due2 minda n hati ni berlawanan. cth, shopping. hati cm rase nk sgt bli kasut ke baju ke. tp minda kate xyah lah. jgn bazir. mhl. len kali jela. dlm situasi cmni yg mn lebih mendominasi? hati or minda? bg aku, hati kot. sbb kalo da set target, msti nk jgk. haha!

tp tu dlu. skng ni nk ikot minda je. tp ssh taw. skng kalo rs nk je btaw sumthing kt sumone, aku cbe thn. minda kate jgn. jgn. jgn. so xbtaw la. thn2. tp tu yg saket. huu~ agak2 nt lame da immune kot. lame2 hati pn jd keras sbb asyik kne ngalah je. begitukah? kalo trase nk bli itu ini. jgn. jgn. jgn. thn2. jgn boros. then balek, hati pn rase xsdp sbb xdpt ape yg nk. leh ke majok ngn diri sndri? haha!

skng ni aku tgh takot. takot sal ape? haa, rahsie. hehe. nk cite kt org. tp minda kate jgn. jgn. jgn. simpan sndri. thn2. last2 saket sndri tanggung sendri la kn. time will be the only cure. mase hmpir slalu jd penawar kpd sume mende. tp treatment ni lame br la leh sehat lek. tu disadvantage die. (eh,treatment2 plk. taw la amek medik. sudah2!)

so, aku rase lagi sng hati nk mng dr minda. sbbnye kalo hati mng, minda xkcewa ke sdey ke ape. kalo sebaliknye, mcm2 leh rase. nk nnges. nk majok. sdey. ralat. kalo minda leh nmpk yg buruk2 negatif itu ni, tp hati xnk trime, wat2 xnmpk, slagi tu hati akan mng. hati akan ttp trime mende tu wpun buruk mn pn. bkn sng minda nk pkse yg sebaliknye. n kalo hati rase xske, tp minda cube pujuk dgn memberi pikiran2 positif, hati ttp tidak akan trime. kirenye hati ni cm malaysia. minda cm vietnam. 1-0. haha!

*p/s: new moon da kua kt jatos. haha. sp nk gi tgk?

cepatlh nk balek~

2009-12-16T07:15:00.000-08:00

sgt sgt sgt nk balek ok. cepatlah mase berlalu. nk balek skng jugak. xmau dok cni lg. xsaba nk gi epot. nek flite. mendarat kt lcct. away from here for 2 weeks. paradise gile~ nk dok umh tgk cite kt plasma. tgk wyg ngn kwn. mkn yg sdp. shopping2 tnpa sekatan (except duit la. hehe) pokoknye riang ria jela. cant wait to go home!! ^___^

mkn mkn mkn

2009-12-16T01:26:00.000-08:00

hari ni bes!! hari ni xbes!! k, due2 de dlm satu mase. yg bes leh mkn puas2 ngn dak tutor. sume sporting. sume contribute. n berjaye jugak pecah tradisi "laki wat air shj" tu. no no no. kali ni laki diberi tugas wat burger. syabas hadi n btee sbb bg kerjasama. bgn pg2 just to make burger. ^___^ to the girls pn same. anim cik n myself masak ayam paprik smpi tgh mlm. pnt taw. siap kne bertukang kt blik hanim. (opps, hnye mereka yg terlibat je taw. hihi~~) cici huda wat dadih yg byk dan enak. naddu n noi masak roti gulung sardin yg golden tan, smbl belacan n bncuh air pki botol benzene. haha. xlupe jgk tugas sarah yg plg penting. masak nasi! bkn sng nk angkut periuk nasi tu. n lastly pudding jagung yg aku wat. tula menu kitorng td.

yg xbes plk sbb mood aku xde sgt arini. pkiran aku merewang je. stat tym lecture. ntah. moody plak ttbe. n dlm tutor pn tido je. xpn men camera. haha. ish2,bkn nk blaja. exam da dkt ni! actualy i realized that u don't always get what u want. kdg2 rase nk ni nk tu tp xsmestinye dpt. now i want to try something new. if mende tu aku nk, n x involve org len, i'll try until dpt. but if it involves someone else, meaning only that person can make u achieve the thing u want, then i'll just keep it to myself. n trime jela that i won't get it b4 even trying. even if im not ok with it. i'll just move on. im in no place to tell others what to do. i know where i stand. so i'll just backoff.

hurm, sok last day klas. kot. tp tu last yg pack gile cm sarung nngka. haha. jumat orientasi. then rabu mggu dpn. hari yg dinantikan-nantikan. BALEK MSIA. weehoo~~ xsabanye. im free like a bird! until after new year.
exam = BORING

peds or not?

2009-12-15T04:15:00.001-08:00

hari ni extramural activity ke hospital. gi melawat bhgn bedah anak (peds surgery) and bedah GIT (GIT surgery). mmg bes gile la due2 doctor ni. sorg doc kaye raye, sorg lg chief of surgeon! ok, aku sgt ske sbb dlm greys anatomy byk cite2 sal surgery ni. jd cm gmpk sket la kn msok TV series keje derng. plus gi spital ni bes sbb smpt mengusha doc fatur yg smemangnye bergaye itu! haha. tp nmpk spintas je pn. haish~

sbnanye aku mcm minat kt peds. rase cm bes je keje kt ward kanak2 yg warne warni tu. pastu de meja kecik2 yg kaler2 tu. pastu gaun patient kt peds department cm cmel2 je. plus dak kcik kn byk yg comey2. TAPI bile gi spital td, xcmtu pn. suram je. xtaw maybe kt cni je kot. tp xkesah la. tu bkn main point. aku xleh tgk dak kcik yg bdn die org kate "alahai kciknye~" undergo surgery yg dsyt2 ni. sayu k. baby yg xleh jln lg kne wat surgery smpi 3 kali! ok, bdn da la kcik. kne bedah2 lg. lg kcik la budak tu. parents plk org susah. hadoi~ nk nnges td kot.

n then, tgk plak dak yg tumor da merebak sane sini. umo baru 7thn! aku 7 thn bersuka ria blaja kt UK. dak ni tpkse tido kt spital. mkn bubur yg cm xsdp lgsg! (eh,cne aku taw? haha) sluar pn xleh pki sbb kne pasang tiub nk salurkn kncing die. parents plak mude gile. nmpk cm abg kakak die je. mn xsdey? ape prasaan kalo jd parents die. taw anak sakit. taw prognosis xelok. tp sbb da syg, usahakn jgk dptkn treatment. pastu da nm pn ward ntok peds. dak kcik nanges sane sini. kalo nnges cmtu kt mall ke ape knfem aku da tension gile. silap2 kne sound. haha.

jd cm ssh gk kot peds ni. kne kuat smgt. xleh teragak-agak. doc td pn kate. kalo nmpk xyakin, xde sp nk caye kite ntok bg treatment. n mental pn kne mntp gk. satgi kalo tension dgr dak2 nnges, xkn kite nk sound plak. da la dak tu saket. so, peds ni xla semudah yg disangkekan. bknlh tmpt yg riang ria. suasana die lg sayu drpd ade kt ward adult kot. haiyo~

jd nk watpe plk pasni? xnk peds da. tkot. len?

*p/s: slmbe je aku tulis blog plk. LI xsiap lg. da la byk! jp lg nk kne masak plk. hani2. sila fokus~~ hee..

they say...

2009-12-14T02:13:00.000-08:00

i fear that someday, time would keep us apart & you might forget me, but before it happens, I hope that you have felt, even for a single chance that I have cared for you the best way I know.

if your relationship went wrong, never regret what happened because it used to be what u wanted most. And be glad that once in your life this person made you happy and put colours into your life even if it's just for a while.
time is loyal. it will always be by your side no matter what.
opening ur heart to someone means u can get hurt, but then its better to take a risk then to never know at all whether that person could make u happy.
not ready to let go, coz then i'd never know what i'd could be missing. but im missing way too much, so when do i give up for what i've been wishing for?

benci!

2009-12-11T18:13:00.000-08:00

aku benci!! benci!! benci!! aku benci cik T yg B*D*H tu. (astaghfirullahalazim, xbek kutuk mkhluk Tuhan taw.. hehe) tp aku benci gk. geli. hitam. berbulu. muncung. ske mkn mknn xabeh. ehh? silap, ske mkn mknn aku. da letak kotak tinggi pn leh pnjt lg.

arghhhh~!!! xske!! td tgh masak bfast. igt nk masak lbey2 sket ntok....... alik2 dgr bunyik2 kt kotak2 mknn tu. aku pn ckp ngn housemate aku "eh,scary la. cik T tu cm nk lompat kuar je". ttbe xsmpi bp saat pastu ngn gaya xmenarik lg xmenawan nye, cik T tu wat aksi lompat jaoh. die lompat dr tngkat ats skali tmpt mknn tu smpi ke hujung tngga. yeay! *tepuk tgn* hish, bajet aku nk sorak ntok ko la. ko lompat jaoh pn aku xtergoda!! cepat kuar dr umh aku. aku xjatuh cinta pn ngn stunt ko yg mcm agak hebat tu.

aku pn ape lg. lari masuk bilik dyg ngn sudip di tgn. biar je api bkk. masok, tutup pntu n pnjt katil. aku da parkinson 1 bdn da. terkejot kot! kalo api xbkk knfem xkua da. tp tkot terbakar nye psl, aku sroh dyg pnjt krusi n bkk pntu bia aku tutup api. aku ngn gagah perkasa nya gi tutup api berbekalkan sudip td. cik T cik T. kalo xnyusahkan aku xleh ke?

xde idea

2009-12-11T01:34:00.001-08:00

alamak! aku terbunuh lalat yg xbersalah td. igt nk ketuk meja biar die lari. alik2 terketuk lalat tu plak. gimana atuh? huu~ lg 1. lampu bilik aku ni skng cm disco. kjp2 kelip. kjp2 kelip. intermittent. aku rase ni msti keje cik T yg jahat tu. msti die tgh kebulur n xde keje len. so die pn gigit2 wayar lampu ni. hishh, xske la~!!!

aku baru pas tgk gossip girl epi 12 plak. n skali lg, nate sgt macho n gentleman. haha. tp kali ni chuck pn kacak bergaye skali. comel la die ngn blair. hee~ neway, aku tgh xbrape sehat arini. sakit tekak n cm pns bdn. pastu kt klas arini aku hampir menjadi moody. tp berjaye menahan. dlm tutor pressure gile bile dr ike meninggikan sore ngn mate die yg besar tu. tp dr ike slalu pesan "jgn takut kalo mata saye besar. bukan lagi marah tp emang mata saya besar". ok, bile aku tigt dr ckp cmtu, aku pn ok balek. lyn jela dr ni. n last2 tu rase cm ok gk dr ni. xdela pressure sgt pn. haha. (wah, knfem kne kondem ngn dak tutor aku pasni)

td da ade org bentang case summary. igt da abeh da. br nk lega. alik2 dr kate "next monday saya akan tunjuk someone utk bentang case summary lagi". wah, apakah?? tp akan ok sket kot sbb td yg kurang sume dr da bg komen. so tgl baiki sket2 je. pasni tggl hfl soca je. eh, smgt nye aku cte sal klas arini. haha. yela, kate mggu ni jd ketua. jd dipakse la merajinkn diri. dipakse k. not terpakse. haha.

em, lapa la plk. td blk klas xtaw nk mkn pe. huu~~ jp lg kne tggu pas isyak br dpt mkn. tp da lapa gile ni. nk msk megi ade cik T plk. takot la nk amek megi dlm kotak tu. xpepasal de cik T yg nk berkenalan plk. kalo dpt mkn jagung 3500 rp skng pn sdp gk. pg td da bli 1 ntok sapan. n tghari pn bli jgk. 2 kali mkn. puas hati! haha. em, ttbe rndu mak abah. xpe2. 12 hari lg balek umh. weehoo~~ ^_____^

gossip

2009-12-10T09:44:00.000-08:00

da kul 1 pg da. aku xtdo2 lg..sume sbb siapkan the biggest mahjong in the world~!! haha. plik. bile malas, mmg malas thp xleh nk tolong. bile rajin, smpi xleh tdo plak. kn bes kalo rajin cmni sepjg mase. xyah la struggle bile exam dekat nt. haa, speaking of exam. exam nt 5/6 hb jan cmtu. aku blk cuti kt msia dr 23 dec smpi la 2 jan. bijak x timing mase? haha. konfem la xstadi. jd kne la pulun b4 balek msia. tp buku, pasyer sume xsentuh lg. huu~~ xpela, weekend ni stat. KOT. haha.

besar baper hektar tanah nie..hee~

br td ni aku tgk gossip girl. lg la segar mata ni kn. dlm post sblm ni de ckp, aku ske chuck bass. tp dlm episod 11 ni ske nate plak. haha. xtaw. cm bersungguh je die nk kat serena. tym tu serena nk ikot trip (kazen nate) nek kete. so nate ngn macho n gentleman nye berkata:

"serena..don't go..don't go with trip..ok, i know what i did was wrong..im sorry..i just..i did it because ever since last week..ever since 3 years ago when you left..please don't get in the car..just stay here with me..just give me a chance"

ske nye~~ haha. over plak. k la. tibe mase nk tido. rase cm nk demam ni. saket tekak da. huu. nite2 sume..selamat mlm~~

mimpi

2009-11-05T06:05:00.000-08:00

pnh x mimpi yg sdey2 pastu bile tejage tgk2 airmata da meleleh da?
pnh x mimpi yg rase cm real sgt?..bile tejage tu terbayang2..
sbnanye mimpi tu ape?..permainan tido ke gngguan syaitan ke atau suatu petanda?

em, td tdo ptg..n mimpi something yg sdey gile..(tula, sp sroh tdo tym asar!)sepjg mimpi tu nnges..smpi pnt..smpi lenguh2 muke..bile tejage tgok2 mmg da nnges teresak2..pas da bgn tu tros benti nnges..tp still terigt2 mmpi tu..jd nk caye ke x mimpi tu?sbanye da byk kali da mimpi mende yg same..n tiap kali akan nnges..ade org kate kalo kite slalu pk mende tu..nt akan terbawak2 dlm tido..mungkin btol..tp kekdg xterpikir pn..then ttbe masok mimpi plk..

pnh jgk mimpi something yg cm xlogik..tp scary gile..bgn2 nanges sbb takot sgt..nk tido blk pn tkot..tkot mimpi mende yg sm lg..but mimpi ni kekdg logik..kekdg merapu je..yela, bygn sndri kn..dlu pnh mimpi sal apa tah..rase cm lawak gile..then bibik kjotkn tnye "nape tdo tersengih2 ni?"cmtu skali efek mimpi..x sedar pn leh tersengih..hehe..

em,ttbe trase nk tlis ni sbb mimpi ptg td la..not the 1st tym..da lbey 5 kali..berkisar mende yg sm..jd tu gerak hati ke mimpi semata2?or some say..mimpi tu slalunye terbalek..
kalo mimpi A..mksodnye B..kalo btol cmtu..bgoslh..

*p/s: xleh nk cite mimpi sal ape..nt tkot ade pihak yg trase..

once upon a time

2009-11-02T04:00:00.000-08:00

SALAM..mlm ni blurr..xtaw nk watpe..
assignment xsiap lg..xtaw nk cari ktne..jadi kite bersuka ria laa ngn tulis2 blog ni..ape da jd ngn azam baru ni?..haha..so, arini stat sem baru..cm 1st day bkk skola la gitu..jd mule2 cm smgt la jgk kn..start fresh..tp dlm tutorial td habuk pn tarak..doctor tnye sume blurr..aiyoo, mn gi knowledge yg dulu2?..waaa~~

xbesnye blk cni..nk smbung cuti..dok malaysia lg bes!tp nk wat cne..nk keje kne laa continue stadi..neway, de dlm 6 bln je lg..pastu dok msia da..tyme tu br laa terhegeh-hegeh nk rndu bndung plk..lumpia..pisang ijo..BIP..pasar baru..kedai ibu pn jadi la..hehe..tp tah..cm homesick la plk..dok umh xdela tension sgt..tiap ms ade teman..gelak2 ngn ira la..ajiq la..tym dinner sembang2 ngn abah mak la..mmg bes..

ngn ira kt mall s.alam..supposed to be in skool but ponteng sbb kakak cuti..hehe

pernah ke korg tgk aku stress?..cm jarang je kot..yela, bile kwn ramai huha huha laa..bile sorg2 mule la pk itu ini..sdey..mara..kkdg nk nnges pn ade..huu..k, sudah2!..ga usah ber'sensitive'..think positive!..hehe..

cuti smggu aritu byk spend tym ngn famili..tp mak abah busy sket sbb nk prepare for haji..derang gi dlm 16hb Nov ni kalo xsilap la..then, spt yg da de kt fbuk, my grandma saket..but now da kua dari ward n staying at my house..pastu my auntie, Cikmi pn dtg tido umh 1 mlm..Cuna pn dtg jgk..so meriah gk la my hse..ngn kazen2 berlari-larian dlm umh..mcm2 kerenah la dak2 kcik ni..klaka tgk..

just b4 tokne dtg umh..me, ajiq n ira gi jln kt jusco..saje2 jela shopping..bli kasut..brape pasang?..hurm, biala rasie..haha..but yg lg plg lame bershopping adlh ajiq..boys kn..igtkn mls nk ikot pmpn gi shopping ni..alik2 die yg lm carik sluar..haha..tp xkesah pn..bes je jln ngn derang..actually,ari smlm nye da gi jusco gk ngn ira..tgk cte PAPADOM..bes taw cte ni..esoknye ngn ira n ajiq..n 2 hari berturut-turut mkn KFC!..pnye la sdp..haha..

with ira kt jusco..tggu ajiq abeh shopping..

haa, sp taw cite PISAU CUKUR??..cm bes je cite ni..tp xdpt la nk tgk sbb da blk bndung da..cite tu kua 5hb Nov..cett,blk awal 4 hari plk..huu..slalu cnggitu..tp insyaAllah kalo de cuti krismas ni nk blk lg..hehe..ok2..taw..syik blk je aku ni..alaa,xpela..mak sroh..hihi..lgpon tym tu mak baru blk dr haji..jd kne la jmput mak..hee..

lg 1..aritu bli contact lense kaler ijau..yep..GREEN..well, actually aqua green..mule2 nk bli brown2 hazel cmtu..tp ira kate amek la kaler ijau tu..ok,fine..amek jela..pakai2 cm mate biawak la plk..ade yg kate cm kucing parsi..mcm hantu..cm org buta..mcm2 org komen..maklang lg la..kate mate bersinar-sinar mcm org tgh bercinta..haha..tp xkesah pn..aku ske gk sbnanye kaler ni..1st tym bli..kalo dlu slalu kate nk2..tp ending up bli yg colorless je..kali ni puas ati..dpt gk akhirnye!..

green contact lens..ok x?..ke cm biawak?..haha

waffles~~ waffles~~ waffles~~
dlm previous post de ckp nk gi mkn waffles kn..dpt mkn jgk akhirnye..haha..
dkt 5 kali kot..mule2 gi mall kt s.alam tu bli ngn ira..then ade skali bli kt bangi..tmpt favorit tu dlu..pastu de skali bli kt RnR seremban mase nk melawat tokne kt spital..pastu mn tah lg..but yg plg sdp..dkt Sunway Pyramid..peach waffles..mmg sdp giler babeng tahap superb la..lg2 sbb mkn ngn.............. :P ..tp mmg sdp la..siyes xtpoo..tingin laa plk..kt bndung ni mn nk carik waffles yg sdp eh?..i want more!

em,k la..cm da pjg la plk..len kali cte len plk..
nk carik makan jp..lapo~~

seharian di kg

2009-10-27T19:11:00.000-07:00

slmt pagi sume~~ arini kite membace lg cite psl hani..
bosan ke?..hurm..xpe..bace jela..hehe
last sunday, my dad got a call from my auntie..kate tokne saket..
pain at the right side of the chest which radiated to the back..
well,of coz la anta gi hospital..jd yesterday abah ajk blk kg tgk tokne..
bgn pagi2 tu..stret gi hosp. segamat..
apparently, she was admitted and diagnosed as having unstable angina..
n since i just finished my cardio exam..the knowledge tu is still fresh in my brain..
next sem ilang da kot..haha..kirenye phm la UA tu ape..
sian tgk tokne..baring2 je..n tgk plak nasal catheter die tercabut..haish..xleh jd ni..
gatal tgn..haha..perform laa cm osce 'oxygen therapy'..tp msti fail..
da laa xinform consent..xbasuh tgn..men sumbat je nasal prong..tu pn xsure terbalek ke x..
tp seb bek lekat..pheewwh..

ni Dr. Hani in action..haha

snok2 jgk wat mende tu..tp sdey jgk sbb nenek sendri yg saket..huu..
then, da dok ctu..xlm pastu toktan plk dtg..rotate2 sp yg teman tokne..
pastu my dad, me and ira blk kg..dkt je..tp benti mkn kt warung mn tah..
kne saman plk sbb xbyr parking..haha..abah rilek je..
da abeh mkn br blk kg..ngenet ngn laptop abh..sebok cr lagu 6ixth sense ngn aril..hee~~
tgk tv n main with my little cousin..aisya hanina..comey je but berat tau..
haiya,asyik kne hempap je..seb bek xpatah ribs ni..hehe..
tgk cte syurga cinta..AGAIN..da 3 kali kot tgk..bes..smbil tu mkn ikan baung goreng..
sp taw??..ikan baung ni sedap gilerrrrr..delicious..nyum2~!!..tmbh 2 kali..punye la sdp..
kt kg je dpt..nk cr kt s.alam?..konfem tarak..
pas mgrb tu anta maid gi kt tokne..snggh jpe tokne jp..salam2 then blk..

me n ira with tokne sblm nk blk s.alam

b4 tu sggh warung yg same..mkn roti canai n kerang bakar!..pergh, sdp jgk..
order xnk bertimbun plk..padahal mkn 3 org..still abes..hehe..
then, off kitorang blk ke s.alam..sian mak tggl sorang..xde teman..
i thought mule2 nk sembang2 ngn abah takot ngntok..
last ttdo laa plk..lena je..yela,seharian xtdo..1st tym kot blk kg xtdo..hehe..
smpi dkt kul 1 rasenye..pnt giler..1 whole day..Zzzz~

random

2009-10-26T04:00:00.000-07:00

1st day outing..
kua ngn ira..merantau seluruh s.alam..
n br bli brg sket da pokai..
cne nk kua lg ni?..haha..
da bli tudung..contact..mkn waffles~~
pastu ape tah lg..
arini ira ponteng skola..sok x kot..
but da mntk die ponteng 2-3 ari..bek x kakak die?..haha..
alaa, da abeh xm..dr buang ms kt skola bek spend tym ngn kakak die..hee~~
em, da ade maid baru..yeay~~
tp die xtaw masak lg..so, fud xtaw laa cne..
mak ade sroh sy msk..tp xtaw gurau ke btol2..
xreti!!!..dyg tlg aku~~ haha..
neway, we'll see tonite cne..maybe eat out kot..
sp ade resipi yg sng n simple leh la bg..haha
takat puding2 tu reti la..nk masak laok kne ade supervisor..hehe..

belated raya

2009-10-24T05:03:00.000-07:00

home sweet home..
da smpi pn umh..hehe..ni br blk amek mak dr klia..die br blk dr korea..
jeles woo~~ nk itot tp tym tu tgh xm..
xpe2, nt de rezki lg pasti akan ikot..haha

sbnanye dr aritu nk post gmba2 raye..
ye taw raye da abeh da pn..tp xkire..nk cte gk..kt umh tenet lju sng sket..hehe..
aritu raye blk tym 2nd raye..1st raye kt bndung dlu bersama rakan2 tersyg..
igt nk gi jakarta tp xjd bcoz ade riot yg xberpekdah..so blk jela..
em, memandangkn xblk 1st raye..jd xdpt la bergmbar kt kg..
2nd raye tu mak abah jmput kt lcct..then blk umh rehat2 jp..
pastu stret gi kg..beshnye~~ mkn..mkn..MAKAN!!..haha
laok raye mmg wonderful giler..bkn wonderpet ye..
n da nm pn raye..so beraye jela kejenye..
also, like i said in previous post..ade open hse..
mainly bwat sbb dpt kumpul 1 family lengkap..kalo x slalunye xckup sorg sbb cuti xsm..
so tahun ni jela..rmi sdare n kwn dtg..hehe..
my family..ntok sp yg xtaw lg..consists of (haha):

my dad..i call him ABAH..
my mom..i call her MAMA
my brother..ABANG
me..HANI/KAKAK/WANI
my little bro..AJIQ
n my little sis (not so little..haha!)..IRA

top left: me, abang, ajiq, ira

bottom left: abah, mama

ni bj raya tema 1st - purple

ni tema 2nd - brown

ni girls nye tema

ni gathering ngn ex-skulmates

so, tu jela sedikit sebyk psl raye aritu..
nk kua mkn plak..chiaw~~

hepi holiday!

2009-10-23T08:37:00.000-07:00

yes..akhirnye sume urusan da slesai~~
da kms beg..cm berat gile..rs cm overload je..huu..
dokumen ntok blk da siap..blik pn da kemas n buku pn da jilid..
start fresh for the next sem..hehe
xsabanye nk smpi msia..sok pg da ade kt umah..yeay~!!
tp mak abah xde..mak blk dr korea mlm sok..
so,sy yg kne gi jmput..abah kt seremban, de meeting..
ahad br lek..but ira ajiq ade umh..
tgklh..igt blk2 nk gi sunway pyramid..mlm tros gi klia amek mak..
beshnye~~ haha..
pas exam ni cm xtaw plk nk watpe..bgn2 td tgk csi smpi ptg..
boring da..tym nk dkt exam syok plk lyn..hehe..

so, after mggu ni da stat klas..new system which is gastrointestinal..
n yes, stiap kali akan ade azam br..same one iaitu nk jd lg rajin..
xmo stadi last minit..nk wat assignment awal2..
nk wat past year questions..bla3..
n stiap kali akan berlaku mende yg sm..
xstadi..kuat tido..tgk cd memanjang..melagho tiap ms..
stadi last minit..nk dkt exam bkk fbuk..ym..haha
then after xm baru nk nyesal..tp da terlambat da kn?..huu..
xpe2, sem br ni try lg..new sem..new group..new adaptation..
chaiyok hani!!

blk ni teragak nk bli mcm2..rase cm da lm xshopping..hee..

kasut (wajib!) including wedges
baju
beg
tudung comel2
jam (kalo mampu)
gelang
etc

n lg 1 yg wajib! WAFFLES~~ gosh,lm gler kot xmkn..
kempunan..nyum2..my favorite dessert of all..waaa,terliur da..
saba hani..saba..hee..

Malaysia, im coming home~~

i wish..

2009-10-20T04:53:00.000-07:00

bye2 soca..hellloo osce~
feels like a huge burden was taken off my shoulder..
sgt lega..alhamdulillah..i passed..
do u noe how much brain cell yg kne perah tiap ari ntok hfl mende ni??
well, for me xla byk sgt..byk perap je sbb tido manyak..haha
i got group yg tgh2..
so pressure tu xla trok sgt..tp ttp ade ok!..
now nk kne marathon hafal ntok osce plk..
de dlm 14-15 station kot..n all kne dpt A!..
so imagine betapa pentingnye daya kekuatan menghafal tu..huu..
wish me luck ye~~ kalo leh xmo remid2 da..
pas exam nk pack brg..smgt nk blk umh ni..hehe..
nk tgk wyg..nk mkn byk2..nk shopping..
oh yes..SHOPPING~!!..hee..
ni yg bes cuti pas exam ni..xde pk nk stadi..
dok umh mkn tido je..relax je..
aritu hectic sket sbb de open hse la..beraye la..xm lg..
pasni tidak lg..huahahah..(ehh,excited nye~)
mmg excited pn..!!..hehe..
tp timing xbesh jgk..kalo blk awl sket dpt laa gi melbourne atau korea..
haish..blk ni mak gi beijing..tgklaa kalo de rezki leh itot skali..hehe..

em,sbnanye kn nk cte..xde kaitan ngn soca..
aku cm teringin laa nk gi zoo..
xnk la yg cikai2 kcik tu..
nk yg besar n byk binatang yg bes2..haha..
sp nk bwk aku gi?..sile laa kontek2 ye..nk itot~~
nk tgk dolphin..pas2 nk salam ngn die..tepok2 tgn..ke sirip??..haha..
nk tgk jgk harimau kcik yg puteh cmey tu..nk tgk penguin..
haa,pastu nk nek unta atau gajah..
pastu nnt gajah tu lalu dlm air..weee~~
nk tgk killer whale..(ade ke??) alaa,yg cm cte free willy tu kn..
pastu nk pelok beruang..besnye de teddy bear besar..haha..knfem kne sepak..
lg nk tgk sea lion..yg de misai pastu taw timbang bola cm ronaldinho..cmey2..
kire sume binatang la nk tgk.haha..
ngn badak air skali..tggu die nguap besar2..
pastu baling ikan bilis ke ape..hehe..

hmm, xde keje cte sal zoo..
tp nk pegi..nk pegi!!..
jom la..mari2..
hee.. ^_^

random

2009-10-18T21:59:00.000-07:00

sdey..sdey..sdey..isk3..
tp xtaw nk wat cne..
mngkin pas soca ok sket kot..
tp sbnanye bkn sdey psl xm pn..huu~~
sok soca..then ari kamis osce plk..
then finish exam final sem..besh2..
tp sy taw xkn lega jgk..cne pn ttp kne hadapi..
pas exam blk msia..
tym tu xnk pk..xnk pk..
nk blaja ntok ignore..wat xtaw..
mak sroh fokus stadi..
jd tu azam br..fokus blaja je..
xnk pk mende len..xnk!..huu..
tp kkdg what the mind tends to think is involuntary..
xleh kawal..it just comes out like that..
1 minit ur reading learning issues or what so ever..n the next boom!..pk blk..
mesti sume tertanye2 ape yg sy pikirkn kn?..
xpela..let me keep it to myself..
nnt cite sdey plk..huu~~
xtaw nk ckp kt sp..so i thought maybe lega sket if i write..
im taking baby steps to stop thinking..
tidak suke!!..
should focus more on my studies..
yeah..thats rite..study2..
result bgos..mak abah ske..jd doc yg baek..
so stop hani..just stop!..let it go..

p/s: ni xde kaitan ngn sesape ehh..jgn pk yg bukan2..its just about myself n my own problems..

wanita

2009-10-14T05:12:00.000-07:00

Air mata wanita tu ada 3..

Air mata kebahagiaan,kesedihan dan kebohongan..

Air mata kebahagiaan,ia jatuhkan agar semua org merasakan kebahagiaan yg ia rasakan.
Air mata kesedihan,ia sembunyikan agar org di sekitar tidak merasakan kesedihan yg ia rasakan.
Air mata kebohongan, ia sembunyikan kesedihan agar org di sekitar tidak mrasakan apa yg ia rasa.

s.t.a.d.i

2009-10-11T12:19:00.000-07:00

morning~~
it 2.20 am..n im not sleeping yet..ajaib!!
the moment im writing this entry..i juz finished reading CVS lecture notes..
marathon thp watson nyambek pnye..
actually,i hv a lot of catching up to do..
the last 2 days xstadi..basically ade 2 reasons:

Saturday --> pegi weeding ank dr.ismet
- pegi pg kul 8..n then smpi2 mmg jakun giler..wedding bapak best gile!!haha..1 dewan pnoh ngn hiasan..u would'nt even recognize tu dewan..cm da masok alam len..an indoor garden wedding..i like..nt nk cmtu jgk la..hehe..then mkn buffet smpi 2 hall..de spageti,barbeque,lasagna,cotton candy,sate,steamboat, ice cream,pizza,ns mcm2 jenis n etc..mmg xterlarat nk rs sume..photographer xyah ckp la..bkn calang2 nye org..siap mcm kt studio da..mmg grand gile la..ngn tarian2 sume..props je aku rase da bp juta kot..nt gmba akan diupload kemudian..(kate jakun,amk gmba pn kt hmpir stiap sudut kot..haha) em,mule igt gi kjp je..skali amek kau! bp round mkn tah..smpi pas asar br igt nk blk..haha..
Sunday --> not feeling well..either gastrik or food poisoning..
- bgn2 je saket prot gile! gastrik ttbe plk..tros 2run bwh wat air milo n telan antacid 2 bijik..tah ape kne xtaw la..prot aku ni jnis sensitive giler..pantang xsapan pg,knfem gastrik..da la aku ni jnis bgn lmbt..H.pylori, jgn gnggu aku lg..pegi2!..huu..xpn mngkin krn ketamakan yg melanda ari seblomnye kot..hehe..pastu ade symptoms of dizziness..chills..nausea..n peloh2 wpun kipas psg..huu..nk dok pn xleh..rs loya gile..nnges berguling-guling pg td..prot meragam cm ape tah..bnyik2 cm kuah kari yg menggelegak..tp bkn sbb lapa pn..audible even without placing a stethoscope..huu..tp ni pn da kurg sket + pkse diri..nk exam woo~~ ne leh xstadi..dugaan2..xdpt stadi spenohnye (cewah,cm laa kalo sht stadi sgt..:P) xpela..insyaAllah leh..hrp2 esok da ok da.. ^_^

em,tu jela nk cte wat ms ni..
adios~~ sweet dreams ppl..
nk bc lab manual plk..huu..

maling!!

2009-10-08T23:48:00.000-07:00

WANTEDREWARD $1,000,000

bku CVS tgh tbkk atas meja..

tp mate tgk ke blog..efficient x care blaja saye?.huu~
byk kne bc lg..
so i'll just make it short..

baru2 ni kt area umah aku..a.k.a pondok mulana..
byk tol kejadian umh kne pecah msok..mcm2 kne curi..
laptop..hp..duit..tah ape lg xtaw la..
pencuri2..ko xde keje len ke?..taw la bln pose da abes..
tym pose taw plak ko xnk mencuri ye~ haishh..

the latest incident..pencuri tu masok ikot tngkp bilik air tym tgh2 mlm..
n dak2 tu sedar ade org masok..
siap batok2 nk bg sign kt pncuri tu bhw drg xtdo lg..
tp pencuri ni lampi ke wat bodo ke..die dgr dak tu batok..die pn benti jp..
igt nk lari ke ape..alik2 die gi blik seterosnye plk..haha..xgne tol..
da slesai sume die leh kua plk ikot pntu dpn..suke suki je..
igt mcD drive thru ape..

ok,yg wat cuaknye..umh aku nye bilik air pn gne tingkap yg same..
kalo aku,xdenye nk batok2..pngsan tros agknye..xpn thn nafas bia org tu xtaw pn aku ade ctu..
yela,tkot gk org tu wat pape..jd ntok lngkah keselamatan..
umh aku dipasang ngn alat security..ehh,jgn slh phm..
bkn yg cm umh mat saleh dlm muvi tu..mn laa mmpu..
pki mangga sude..ntok pntu blkng n depan skli..toilet pn knci dr lua..
tu sstem pertahanan pertama..pastu,da tkot sgt..aku pn knci pntu blik tym nk tdo mlm..

b4 ni jgnkn nk knci..nk ttup pn xpnh..
dlu mmg xjg pn bab2 ni..pntu umh knci bile da mlm..tu pn kalo igt..
pntu blkng bia tbkk smpi mgrb..
ade skali tu,ade org cbe msok umh ikot pntu blkng..tp kbetulan ms tu ktorg igt nk knci pntu..
TAPI pntu dpn xknci mlm tu..haha..seb bek la org tu ikot blkng kn..naseb2..
so, skng da mcm penjara da umh aku..sume slh ko pencuri!!

neway, doakan xde pape yg xelok berlaku..huu..xlm lg pn nk blk msia da..
k,wish me luck ntok next paper..stadi2~~

Camat Hari Raye..

2009-09-19T12:20:00.000-07:00

its 2.30am..n its already 1 syawal..
yipee~~ excited plk..hehe..
apekah xtdo lg?..kng xbgn kng..silap2 tghari br tjage..
em,td dr pg smpi ke mlm dok msk2 ntok raye sok..
(actually smpi ptg je..mlm keje nk "escape" je..haha)
dr kul 10pg smpi la 12 midnite..
da blk blik iron bj plk..then blik dsyt nye Ya Rabbi..
juling mate tgk..nk rewang dr aritu lg..
x jgk buat..last2 kul 1 pg br nk kemas2..
ni br siap..nmpk presentable sket..akhirnye..lega2~~ pheewwh..
2morrow msti bes..sume pki bj raye..
mkn sm2..syoknye~~
especially thn ni 1st tym dpt celebrate dgn SEMUA org tersyg..hee~~

*alamak, lpe caj bateri camera..sgt pnting tu..*

em,insyaAllah on monday akan bertolak pulang ke msia..
mama abah..tggu anakanda tersayang k..haha..
but kuota still x ckup..abg blk dr melbourne sabtu dpn..
so, on saturday tu akan ade open house..
sape2 free dijemput la dtg ye~~ ^_^
n lastly, akan ade family photo shoot..
tradisi raye stiap thn..hehe..pic akan di upload later..

emm,ade org ckp ngn sy..
syawal ni tnda kemenangan smpena melalui 1 bln berpuase..
jd sy mengambil kesempatan ini ntok mengucapkan
"SeLaMat hAri rAyA..mAaF zAhiR BaTiN"
kpd sume org..smoga slh & silap sy dimaafkn..
halalkan mkn mnom..
n doakan slmt pulang ke msia..

XOXO

2009-09-16T02:10:00.000-07:00

yeay~!!

the latest season of Gossip Girl has been released..
xsaba nye nk dl..hee~~
da lm tggu..sume cte series yg aku tgh follow xkua lg..
prison break..da abeh da kot..
one tree hill..pn da abeh kot..
greys anatomy..tgh tggu kua season 5..
so jom lyn GG dlu..mari2~!!
^_^

chuck bass

blair waldorf

chuck lg..hee..

nate archibald

jenny humphrey

dan humphrey

serena van der woodsen

my favourite couple..chuck & blair..

"gossip girl here. ur 1 n only source into the scandalous lives of Manhattan's elite.
n who am i? thats a secret i'll never tell. u know u love me. XOXO. gossip girl"

bas menangis..

2009-09-15T17:08:00.000-07:00

only 1 word can describe yesterday..P.E.N.A.T..
smlm beria mndi siap2 awal..kate kul 6.30pg ketika aym pn x bgn lg..
cett,penipu nye manusia..dekat kul 9 br betolak..

lame gile dok xwatpe..haish,igt ktorng xde keje len ke??..huu..
da smpi kt RSHS tu kne divide 2 grup..so mule2 gi cardio department..(jln jaoh tahu!!)
jpe doc "catheter" n doc "diagnozeez"..dont get me wrong..bkn nk kutuk ehh..
ku sgt ske mereka berdua~~ hee..stylo la doctor2 cardio ni..keje cekap..jln laju..besh2..
neway, pas da abez kt cardio then kne gi pulmonology department..tym ni da xlrt..
duduk sj di tepi..xdgr pe doc tu ckp..then tnye pak agus "pak, kalo ke bis dulu bisa ga?"
sume pak2 admin kate bole aje..aku pn lju jela..haha..pemalasnye bdk!

next,pegi bank..igt alang2 kt bndung nk amek WU skali..(sume sbb kad BSN xleh gne..bc blog farah np xleh..huu)
I**** nye bank mmg lmbap cm siput!!!
ehh slh..siput pn 100 kali ganda lg laju..
da la byk cekadak..nk paspot yg ori plk..da bg yg salinan da la..
xnk jgk..bg skld..pn xckup..bg kad plajar lg..xckup bukti ke aku x menipu??..
bg kad takaful kng br nk cy kot..haha..
neway,punye la lm nk proses borang aku..alik2 nk amek duit tu plk kt kaunter len..
kne bratur lg..siyes LEMBAP..serik gi bank cni da..
moral: amek WU di post office je ye kwn2..jgn gatal2 nk amek kt bank..

penat sgt..hihi

ok..lari topik plk..smlm gi bndung ntok menguruskn bbrp perkare..
n dlm byk2 ari la..tym aku gi tula nk ujan bagai..
k,xpe2..hujan tu rahmat..huii~~ tp ku pki suar ptih!!
kalo lencun phm2 jela..haha..so mule2 redah pki labkot..
warne putih juge..abez blk tgk da kuning2..haish..
xpe la..mule tu labkot je basah lencun..suar aku kne percik smpi ke paras lutut..
saba jelaa~~ da abez2 sume gi laa DU nk nek damri..
damri yg padat lg mampat..tp bsyukur la jgk dpt duduk..sian org yg kne diri..
lg pnt kot..n then 1 lg dugaan..UJAN LEBAT!!
ok, da dok dlm bas kiri indoor la kn???kire slmt berteduh la kn???jgn tertipu..
bus tu bole ujan kt dlm..ntah nape bas tu sedey smlm..
abes airmata kne kt aku..aku lap2 pki labkot,xnk gk benti..
pki lngsir bas lg..(ooopss,kntoi plk..hihi)
last2 mmg xleh watpe da..pasrah jela..tgk je airmata bas tu menitik kt aku..
air xnk kuning plk!!..nnges airmata karat ape bas ni??..huhu..

tp da terlalu pnt,jd xde rase nk marah2 ke ape..baek x aku?..haha..pose..saba2..
suar abz lencun..tp de labkot pojie msm..:p
sarung ala2 jaket gitu..labkot pn labkot la..kng nmpk yg xptot plk..haha..
igt nk buke pose kt lua..tp da cmtu, blk jela..xpe2..pending ari jumaat ye.. ^_^
buke ngn kurma je mule2..pastu mndi..xlrt nk mkn..
then dyg ajk wat ns aym..lyn jela..hehe..

n lastly, mlm tu gi celebrate bday anim n pejol..mkn2 n men mercun..
besh la juge..HaPPy BdAy Hanim & Faizul~!!

arini 2nd last day of class..pastu enjoy!!..hee~~

extramural..

2009-09-14T14:47:00.000-07:00

sjuk gilak!!..nk pi toilet pn xmau..sjuk2..
em,td tjage sahur scr mengejut..smpt mnom air fresh apple juice je..
jus epal jerr??haha..yg da blend dr mlm td la..xde pe nk wat jus pg2 ni..
well..xdela mengejut mn pn..
actually tdo xlena pn..sket2 tgk hp hoping someone to msg me in time..
tp xde pn..sdey sket..huu~
k,xpe..lpekan dlu~!! pas sahur td igt nk tdo blk after slt..
tp memandangkn extramural diadakan pd jam 6.30 pagi..
6.30 PAGI??!! (ayam pn xb'kokok lg taw..wuu~~)
tpkse laa thn mate ni..tido dlm bas jela jwbnye..
bkn je nk thn mate..nt nk mndi kne thn sjuk jgk..
adoii..mati beku laa..sejuknyeeee..doctor mn la rajin sgt nk wat activiti pg2 ni??..
da la kt RSHS je..xmnarik..huhu..

jgn jd smpi cmni sudah la..hehe..

anyway, arini de misi kt bndung..everything has to be settled by today..
hrp2 la sume berjln lncar..i just need a break from everything..
as we all know, dlm ms 5 ari cm2 kte akn smbut hari raye aidilfitri..
sLaMaT hAri rAyA..mAAf zAhiR bAtiN..
thn ni bj raye kaler.......ermm,ingin tahu??
nntkn post terbaru edisi raye di mase akan dtg..haha..
sekian sj..wassalam..yok slt dlu~~

m.a.l.a.s

2009-09-12T06:08:00.000-07:00

da bp mlm xpi trawih..ntah ape nfsu mls terlalu menguasai diri..
n sem ni mmg diakui sy mmg MALAS~!!
bkn shj terawih, blaja pn sm..tgk cd pn mls..bih wat ape je..
baring2..ngadap fbuk je kejenye..tp fbuk pn xde yg br pn..
refresh2 pn mende yg sm..tp sbb da mls jd lyn jela..

MALAS ni penyakit berjangkit..n skali da kene mmg meleret la..
penawar nye adlh SMGT n AZAM yg kuat..
malangnye azam tu ade..tp smgt nye tah ke mane..
kkdg kecewa ngn diri sndri..apela mls sgt ni..haish..
tgk org len leh je blaja..

mak pesan nk jd doktor ni 1 je petua die..KONSISTEN..
xkire ape pn..blaja kne konsisten..wat timetble..
tp kalo ade pn timetble knfem x ikot jgk..
padahal exam lg bp mggu je..rs tkot tu ade..
tp xwatpe jgk..srupe xtkot lgsg..
rase ni ssh..tu ssh..tp usaha nk cr taw sal mende tu xde plak..huu~~

bak kate pepatah "biarlah hari ini lebih baek dr smlm" ..
tp ayt ni cm xjd je kt aku..
hari ni lg mls dr smlm adela..thn lps rasenye gi trawih lg byk dr thn ni..
thn ni mmg monteng kaw2 nye..kkdg kol mak tnye tgh watpe..
mak jwb "br kuar dr msjd..br abeh trawih"..huuu..malunye diri ni..
mak abh..even adek2 pn gi trawih..kkdg smpi 20 rakaat..
aku ni plk ikot ske je bile nk gi..apela nk jd..nk brubah..perlu brubah..harus brubah!!

nk kate godaan syaitan, bln ramadhan mn ade lg syaitan2 berkeliaran..yg ade cme nfsu..
lawan2~!!..tp ade gk sket usaha yg dikurangkn iaitu xtgk wyg lgsg sebln ni..
it counts i guess..byk lg kekurangn but i still want to do better..insyaAllah..
lead me to the way yg diberkati-Nya..aminn...

waaaa..

2009-09-09T07:54:00.000-07:00

x aci~~!!!!
nape mama gi oversea tym wani xcuti neh??.. :(
mid of october mak gi australia smggu..
kalo aku cuti pn ujung october..tu pn kalo cuti..huhu
so,knfem xdpt ikot..
n then few days pastu mak nk gi korea plk ntok 3 ari..besnye~~
tp xleh ikot jgk..
pastu november mn tah lg..
not fair!!! bile nk blk msia ni??.. :'(

Update

2009-09-08T10:13:00.000-07:00

slmt mlm sume..or pagi?..da kul 12 da..spatotnye da tdo..
tp xpela..klas sok kul 9pg..leh la tdo lmbt sket..
hurm, nk ckp ape yek?..
just update sedikit info la ye..

skng ni kn still bln ramadhan..camat berpose sume~~ juz nk ckp ntok bebuke kekerapan memasak tu mkin tggi..haha..
mcm2 la aku blaja da..tp xla pro lg..
taw recipe je..*segannye*
cne nk kawen ni..xckup syarat lg neh..hahaha..
lg sng wat dessert kot dr msk laok..kalo dessert kn pki gula je..
laok nk kne ltk garam la gula la asam jawa la lada hitam la..
tp bile rase xtaw ape yg kurg..huu..blom taraf masakan mak2 lg..
tp aritu wat dgg msk kicap sdp je..ikot recipe mak..yeay~~!!

k, pose pn tggl dlm smggu lbey je lg..pastu raye~~!!
syoknye dpt blk raye..dok ngn fmly..bes..xyah ssh2 nk serabut otak pk itu ini..
kt cni mcm2 mslh ade..mls nk lyn..pk raye lg syok..hehe..
bj raye da siap tmph..so, kirenye 2nd ngn 3rd raye gi jln2 kt jakarta dlu..
nt gi nek tren..bes tu..ni 2nd tym nek tren yg long distance..slalu ktm je..hee~~
n then raye ke-4 off i go to malaysia tnh airku terchenta~~ (smgt plk..hihi)
aku blk 23hb smpi 27hb ye..kwn2 amek perhatian ye~

erm, ptg td da dpt brg yg mak pos..
mostly dpt fud..dpt kurma yusof taiyoob tu~~ teharu..*sob2*
dlu aku pnh mntk skali je ngn mak..tu pn 2thn yg lps..n tym tu xdpt sbb mak kate xjpe..
alik2 thn ni dpt plak..die kate "im glad u like the kurma..ur favourite"..mak igt lg..
time kaseh mama..luv u.. ^_^
tp dpt brg cm la aku xblk raye nt..hehe..

also, FYI aku pki braces..AGAIN..xde keje kn??..
sbb aritu xpki retainer, so wat jela kt cni..cm murah jek..hee~~
tiap 3mggu skali gi jpe dentist nk tukar getah yg kaler2 tu..
but this tym better sbb xsesaket yg dlu..
maybe sbb da terbiase kot..hehe..

erm, skng ni sistem respi da..exam midsem a week after raye kot..
haish,godaan sgguh..cne laa nk stadi tym2 raye ni..
org sbok mkn ns impit, kite nk kne ngadap bku plk..
xleh2..da la cuti jap je..enjoy dlu~!!..br stadi..ok x??..hehe.
.
sp taw cte nur kasih angkat tgn~!!
ok, jrg2 aku lyn cte mlayu yg byk2 episod ni..
dlu tgk pn sbb bibik aku yg lyn dlu..hehe..
ni pn sbb rmi kate bes..jd aku pn tgk jela..bes laa jgk..
kalo realiti dpt suami cm adam bes x?..hihi..gatainyee~~
blk ni nk sroh ira plk tgk..haha..

haa, lpe plk..aritu ade gempa bumi kt tasik ape ntah..
rs smpi kt bndung ni..tym tu tgh tutorial kt tngkt plg atas..
ttbe rs bangunan gegar..n trase cm goyang kiri kanan..
mabuk gk la..mule nk lari 2run bwh..tp cm teragak2 je..
last dok melepak kt atas tu smpi doctor kate klas dibubarkn..
syok je~~ haha..scary tu scary gk..tp it was a good experience..
br kite taw ape org rs bile kne bencana alam cmtu..
kalo bole mntk dijaohkn..

em, tu jela kot yg nk cte kali ni..
more update in the next post ya..
till then..wassalam..nite2..camat bersahur n berpose sok~~

need to decide

2009-06-22T02:55:00.001-07:00

byknye kne pk..
cuti ade ke x bln 10 ni?..
knfem ke x?
ptot bli tiket ke x?
krismas nt de cti ke x?..
nk blk sbb abg cuti tym tu..
cmne kah?..
kne fly ke?
raye xbalek..
nk kemanekah??..
jakarta?..bogor?..pangandaran?..bali?
atau jatos sj??..
tp nk pki bj raye gk..
nk jln2 nt duit nk cari mn?..
nk mntk mama lg ke?..
ke nk save duit elaun?
tensen..tensen.. @.@
kuang3..

Friends (part 1 - bale)

2009-06-19T03:08:00.000-07:00

td br post sal award..
then dak2 ni pn post sal award2 ni..klaka lak bc..
tigt zmn2 dlu..so ntok post kali i would like to share about my frens..
my close frens kt bale dlu..

1) Cikfun

die ni mmg kuat gelak..n kuat nnges gk..tym bday pn pnh nnges sbb teharu sgt kot..kalo malu mke die merah gile..dlu kt bale rapat ngn cik sbb blik die dpn blik aku..n kebetulan knci blik aku leh bkk pntu blik die gk..so,ape lg..ceroboh la kn..hehe..lgpn die ni xske knci pntu..so aku slalu wat cm blik sndri..kua msok sesuke hati..ade skali tu aku tdo kt blik die..n sok pg aku bgn tgk die xde..igtkn tido kt toilet..upenye die tido kt blik aku..haha..dlu org pggl die ana..n kwn skola die pggl die bulat..ptg 1st yg die bli adalah ciktak..die ske tulis diari atas sbb2 yg xtaw leh tlis kt cni ke x..hehe..kalo nk soca msti die wat chart pastu tmpl smpi xnmpk dinding..die xske org tgk die nnges..pnh skali die nnges..tros masok blik knci pntu..die pnh nnges tgk cte green mile..die ske msk telo ltk bwg..n die ske wat roti telo gulung ngn saden..die ni sporting la gk..gi mn2 kalo ajk die msti die tmn..slalu je menonong ngn die..gi bdg la..jatos la..kkdg gi karoke ske nynyi lgu "siapa rmpas cintamu"..die ske salin lirik lgu..pastu tulis kt shoutout frenster..kalo die psg lagu kt blik tym aku ade,msti nt die bosan sbb nt aku sroh dok ulang lagu yg sm..die pnh menyebabkn angkut ktorng kne saman..haha..rmi pggl die fun tp aku pggl die cik je..mule die xske tp last2 melekat gk nm tu..byk lg..tp kng xabeh2 plk..NEXT..

2) Dayang

skng ni die my housemate..knl gitu2 tym kt btn..pastu kt ukm pn dok sbilik..kt bale dok 1 wing..die ni rajin gilaks..tp tym siang je msti die xde sbb tido kot..die stadi tgh2 mlm..kul 2-3pg nnt die bgn stadi..blik die alwayz kemas..cadar tegang cm kt asrama..die ade patung patrick yg ayah die bg tp dlu xcy sbb de tulis "i luv u"..haha..dlu die jarang 2run mkn kt cafe sbb die msk kt blik gne rice cooker..bj2 die byk yg lawa..kkdg nt die dtg blik aku kate nk pnjm tdg..hehe..awal2 dlu pggl die dayang..tp skng pggl die day je..die kalo blk msia msti riso gler takot beg die overload..die ni baek orgnye..tym aku gastrik die slalu dtg blik aku tnye da mkn ubt ke blom..die ske mkn serunding..dlu mak aku de bwk byk gile pastu aku xmkn sgt..igt nk bg je dak laki sume tp die kate jgn..bia je..nt die mkn..tp smpi ke sudah xmkn2 pn..haha..die de pndrive bntuk penguin..kalo kt bale dlu..die akan gosok bj ntok smggu tros..die ske sepah2kn duit..wallet ade..tp msti men cmpk je dlm beg..hehe..die kuat gk nnges..org ske kate mate die besa tp nt die kate mate aku n mate cik pn same..hihi..

3) Ecah

die rajin jgk..blik die kt bale de 1 bau..bau cm homely..sdp..die len dr cik..ske kunci pntu..kalo ketuk msti nt kne tggu lm br die bkk..hehe..die pndi nynyi n menari juge..slalu sroh die tnjuk yg tarian johor tu..lpe nm..die kalo glak yg btol2 lepas tu mmg kuat gile..high pitch cry..die ni ade asthma..ade skali tu die nynyi2 pastu men lajukan pace lgu tu..last2 nynyi smpi smput..hehe..die kalo nynyi lagu burung kakak tua mmg lawak gile..de tym discussion ngn doc saadiah..kne denda nynyi lgu tu..die yg lead..haha..die pndi masak gk cm dyg..skng ni pn kkdg mntk die resipi..die ske tgk sorg abg basketball dlu..die ade 1 cara memakai serkop..nnt die tepuk2 tlinge..hehe..n die ade 1 cara membtolkn spek die..die ske pnggl aku syazwani..kalo dayang plk die pggl anis..die ske novel adam hawa..n die nk namekn anak die nt adam mukriz..die mcm2 perfume body shop..bile die cte sal adek die yg pmpn klaka gile..sbb die nt die ajuk sebijik..n die ni ssh nk nnges..

4) Syudud

die ni dak skola aku tym kt seseri..pengawas skola..sbb tula kasut die skng sume cm kasut pengawas..hehe..die ske biru..n die ske pki tudung astro..dlu kt bale tym awal2 die ske dok bertapa je dlm blik..tp bile da stat nek wing aku,tros jd aktif..die ni putih gilers..de org pnh kate die de albino..die de pki 1 pewangi blik ni..n last2 aku pn bli gk..die ni cm knk2 riang..org gi psr baru cr bj kurung ke kebaye ke..die gi bli bath robe la..bj tido knk2 la..haha..die addicted ngn kopi..tp xjd itam gk..kalo wat flipchrt msti die tlis pki pembaris..kalo die de mslh cintan,msti tym mkn die kate mknn die rs cm pasir..die ske tgk greys anatomy ngn slam dunk tym kt bale..kalo nek blik cik msti die kne buli..tp nt msti die kate "mn aci men gabung"..haha..die de patung nm cik tuti..slalu dok bwk kulur kilir..de skali aku ngn cik rmps..pastu gntung kt tngkp blik cik..cm mati tegantung..haha..die ske gntung keychain kt dinding tp bli family die dtg die sorokkn sbb de keychen rasie..hehe..kalo msg die ni jiwangs karat..die ni berdikari la gk wpun die cm knk2 kecil..die slalu kate die tu "air" kalo lwn ngn "api"..cett..hehe..

5) Mak Dil

dlu xla rpt sgt ngn mak dil..tp kkdg slalu gk gi blik die..tumpang men tenet..pastu die la yg influence aku ntok grg kntng..pastu mkn ngn sos..last2 tiap mlm aku grg kntng..kkdg kul 12mlm pn grg lg..hehe..dlu dilla kuat mkn..dos die sm ngn dak laki tym kt bale dlu..n kt blik die tu da rupe kdi mkn da..sume bhn ade..die slalu msk ngn hanim n syaman..die ade satu teddy bear yg lemah longlai..haha..die kalo gelak ke bckp ke kkdg bole jd high-pitch gile..n bj die dlu dpt gelaran fashion crime..tp bj die mmg lawa cme time awal2 dlu sume cm pki2 bese..jd die yg plg outstanding..tp skng rmi je yg bergaya..hehe..n die ni rapat gile ngn kakak die..n acik die..laptop die pn acik die yg blikn..kalo wat LI die ni rjin gile..xtaw cne die leh wat byk handout dlm ms yg singkat..die kalo men futsal bknnye sepak bola tp sepak kaki org..haha..die ni kkdg klaka gk..de skali aku,dyg,cik,ecah terperangkp dlm blik cik akibat satu perbuatan terlampau..hnya mereka yg terlibat je taw..haha..ktorng mntk tlg dilla..tp sroh die snyp..bknnye die snyp tros..tp die kate "ye,aku snyp la ni"..last2 bising gk..haha..

6) Syira

die ni bile angin die dtg mmg dsyt..tp xthn lm sgt..die yg aja aku wat roti bakar ltk cadbury..sdp gile..aku slalu pnjm toaster die..pastu bile blk msia aku bli la toaster sndri tp pastu tros mls wat da..haha..die tyme kt bale tido pki kelambu..ikat 4 penjuru..pnjt sn pnjt cni nk psg klambu die..die ske pki kasut knis wanita berkerjaya..die kmceng ngn mak die..die taw jahit bj sndri..n kaen bj kurung aku pn die pnh jahit nk kecikkn pinggng..kalo die msk kntng nt kkdg die dtg blik aku offer..die slalu dok kt blik tgk cd..kkdg kalo die nk 2run mkn nnt die ajk aku tmnkn..die slalu cte sal ex die..taste die ni len drpd yg len..kalo die msk die xske org len kaco die..bia die sorg2 msk..die ske glakkan aku tgk cd cte twilight..die pnh potong rmbut ngn ibu..pas potong tu cm ok..tp hasilnye pas ari kedua tu klaka la gk..hehe..

hmm..so tula sdkit sbyk ttg mereka..
kpd yg terlibat..sori kalo de part2 yg trase..btaw la kalo ade..nnt aku edit..
nice to have known all of u.. ^_^

award of the day

2009-06-18T18:36:00.000-07:00

emm..ttbe dpt award..kne la jwb soklan2..
this award was given by Muhammad Fauzi Bin Anuar..n Siti Sarah..n CikFun (nm sebenar..hehe)
so here goes..

1. copy award di atas untuk diletakkan di blog anda. -->

sudah..slesai..done..

2.nyatakan 5 fakta menarik tentang pemberi award ini.

a) MSM

msm..bkn dr segi nm je..bau juge..:p
dlu xske cheese ngn susu..tp skng tula yg die ske dok bntai mengalahkn sy..hee..
xske pki gel..nt pening..mnyk rmbut xpe..
fvrt food die dgg msk merah..n die plg xske mi kari..
slalu pegang wallet ngn tgn kanan n kuarkn duit ngn tgn kiri..

b) Sarah

ske gelak je memnjng..
dlu syik pki tdg klabu je..xkire laa bj yg dipakai tu matching ke x..tp skng da x..hehe
slalu pki wedges..
dlu kt mtx rjin tol la wat hwork maths..aku keje copy saje..
die ni kalo nk cepat..mndi kurg dr 3 minit pn leh..hehe

c) cikfun

die plg ske megi kari ngn kuah yg melimpah ruah..pastu msti ltk bwg besar..
penakot gk die ni..tgk cte vacancy pn jerit2..ehh,ke tu aku?..haha
tym kt bale..ske bkk tngkp blik dr pg smpi ke mlm..n ske skodeng org men bola/bsket ball dgn memakai tdg + pkaian yg xmnutup aurat..
die xske ninja die berubah aksi..hihi..
kalo pgg pen msti pen tu ngadap depan..

3.setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 10 fakta/hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnye

ske shopping..shoes..shoes..shoes..nt da kaye raye nk wat almari khas ntok kasut sj..oppss..:p
like purple..evertime kate nk bli things yg non-purple..but ending up buying purple gk..
ske msk megi asam laksa with telo tp xde kuah..
ske lumpia xde toge..
kuat nnges..
dream of going to places like paris..italy..belgium..amsterdam..
the only aiskrim dat i eat in Indonesia is yogurt eskem + peach kt j.co..yg len rs sapi..
takot nk tido dlm gelap..everynite bia lmpu pasang..
xske semut yg jln ngn geng2 die..ewww..geliii~~
mndi xpnh xsympu rmbut..kalo 3 kali mndi..3 kali la sympu..

4.Anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award seterusnye dan describe tentang mereka

msm..ske jd cm plakon cast away..tinggi..montel..xske pki kasut..ske pki beg kt depan..tp die dpt da award ni..sj2 je..hehe..
Siti Sarah Fadzil..die ni ske gelak2..ade lesung pipit..ske mkn cm ayam..kuis2 mknn..hehe..
nyah Aisyah..ske wat2 ramah..baek orgnye..skng blaja kt UPSI..windu kamu..hehe
Farahain..die ni dak lompat gk..rajin..pndai juge..ske dong hae..(btol ke aku eja?..huu)
Che Bie..die ni cm nomad la gk..berpindah randah ke sane kemari..hehe..die kidal..kalo gi cuti2,die la plg excited..
Cikfun..die ske ijau cm fiona..oopps..haha..die slalu pki tudung yg 1 jenis tu..xtaw pe nm..n die xske bj kurung yg ade span kt bahu..
Syudud..ske bli kasut pengawas..putih sesangat..rajin berlipat kali gnda dr aku..
Luqman..rajin gk..ayam percik die msk sedap..pemurah laa kalo bab2 lnje..hehe..
Piper..kenyaringan sore yg tiada tandingannye..tinggi..kidal..n ske cte2 ngn mak die..
Afiq..geng arabclan..skng blaja kt New Zealand..minat ngn kasut nike..hehe..

akhirnye slesai gk..cm jwb exam je..hehe.. ^_^

majok ngn j.co..huu~~

2009-05-25T06:01:00.000-07:00

sj2 je nk tulis post ni..
xde topik..so just cte la psl my day today..
keje aku cuti ni shopping je..shopping..shopping..shopping..
da sengkek..wuu~~
xplan pn nk kua..ttbe mak ajak tmn die tido kt otel..crowne plaza,KL..
mule2 xtaw nk gi ke x..da la kne drive..jln xtaw plk..
tp ttbe pg tu abh offer nk anta..itot jela..
pas2 abh kate plak dkt ngn bukit bntang..tmbh2 laa smgt nk gi..hehe..
so pendekkan cte..gi jln kt sungai wang plaza..bole thn bsr gk..
pning round2..n borong la mcm2..ntok adekku juge..
kt tmpt ni leh laa nk shopping..affordable la gk..
da abes sume2 blk otel dlu..rehat2..
ptg da plan nk gi pavillion..nape nk gi?..
sbb de J.CO..wah..smgt2..de eskem sdp..haha..kempunan sgt3..
da la 1st tym gi..besar gile..kdai sume branded..
mmg knfem ku xmmpu..cuci mate jela..hehe..
so da smpi j.co..tros la mntk yogurt eskem..
but guess what??..kt pavillion xde mende tu..yg ade kt sunway ngn damansara..
kdai je besar..brg je mhl..tp yogurt eskem pn xde..
apekah??~!!!..ku kecewa..hukhuk..
last2 gi baskin robbins..majok..bli eskem smpi 2..
mkn ngn ira..
da tu je..xde modal da..hee..papai~~

xde keje amek gmba ngn kete ni..
nmpk cm stylo je..haha..

adventure in alamanda

2009-05-17T00:21:00.001-07:00

here goes the latest story bout me...
pg smlm gi alamanda..mom de reunion ex-skul die n it was held in putrajaya..
i followed jela..mom sroh teman..
me n ira hangout kt alamanda..
tp arrive kt alamanda kul 9 lbey..kdi pn xbkk lg..haha..
alamanda tym tu kosong gile..so me n ira berangan tah pape..
kate bygkn kalo mall tu umh ktorng..wahhh..besnyeee~!!..
bj melambak leh plih mn2 nk pki..beg..kasut..fud..nk senam kt kdai fitness..ape lg ekk..
haa,waffles everyday~!!..haha..nk travel dr kdai ke kdai tu leh pki mini car ke buggy ke..
mnarik x angan2 ku?..haha..
neway..ktorng lpk kt fudcourt smentara tggu alamanda bkk..
lps mnom tu da stat ramai..so da xde rupe umh kitorng da..hukhuk..
me n ira pn stat la tawaf mall tu..bp kali round tah..
try bj..kasut..tgok2 beg..tp xbli pape pn..haha..
da pnt2 sume ktorng gi kt waffles stop..rmbang mate nk plih yg mn 1..
last2 i chose yg dabel cikelat..ira amek golden banana..
sdp gile..within few minits da lnyp da due2..hehe..
pas2 smbung mkn kt johnnys plk..mkn steamboat..nyum2..sdp gk la..
so basically pas2 smbung jln2 blk..
tp ade bbrp cte tmbhn yg blaku..

1st story: MEN INITIAL-D

ira beria ajk gi men kt arked..so men la game initial-d..kt bdg reti la men sket2..
jd lwn ira nmpk cm hbt la..bngge2..last2 me mng..haha..
kalo mng kn dpt 1 round lg free..so men laa sorg2..tgh syok2 leading lwn komputer ttbe de lak sorg dak kcik ni..form 1 kot..msokkn kad ke koin tah..
my game stop..nk kne lwn dak tu plk..hahah..cett..aku bknnye terer pn..taw la ko terer..last2 me klh..jaoh ketinggalan..
memalukn je klh ngn dak kcik..haha..

2nd story: BYR PARKING TIKET

tiket kne byr kt autopay..da msokkn tiket mesin tu tunjuk rm1.50
check dlm wallet cme ade 1.40..tym2 ni laa seposen xckup..
line blkng pjg da..tp sbb cuak xtntu psl..xtigt plak tiket tu leh tekan cancel..nt kua la balek..
instead, me msokkn gk 1.40..da taw xckup nk msokkn gk..of coz la tiket xkn kua..
so wat2 la cr dlm beg..tp nk jadikn cte msti la xjpe..
last2 pkcik kt blkng hulur la seposen..agaknye die pk dak ni lmbp btol..1.50 pn xmmpu nk byr..wah,maluuuuuuuuu..
cpt2 aku lari pas2..hehe

3rd story: ROAD BLOCK

pas da berjaye kua dr alamanda ngn jayenye..nk gi la jmput mak kt precint 15..
jln kt putrjaya xfamiliar sgt..so bantai ikot signboard jela..
nmpk signboard tulis knn gi precint 15..tp actually mksodnye kne nek flyover dlu br belok knn..
tp me belok knn awal2..ttbe kt bwh flyover tu de roadblock la pule..cuak siot..
sbnanye xde pape pn..tp i didn't bring my lesen..ic pn sm..
kng kate aku pendatang haram plak kn ssh..haha..debo~
tp wat2 cool jela..bkk tngkp..snyum kt polis tu..siap angkt tgn lg..cm retard ler plak..
polis tu pn tgk bdk ni cm xbtol je..tp seb bek lps la gk..hehe..
rsnye de penjht telepas kot..siap machine gun bagai..

k..tu jela setakat ni..
pas balek tu anta ajiq plak daftar skola kt VI..leh la gi times square slalu..hehe..
papai sume..river flows in you~~

for someone special

2009-05-10T21:11:00.000-07:00

nah amek ni..da "pos" da..hee.. ^_^

~ pulut ngan kuah durian ~

random..

2009-05-10T20:46:00.000-07:00

Best-Paying Jobs (Top 5)

1. Surgeons ($206,770)
2. Anesthesiologists ($197,570)
3. Orthodontists ($194,930)
4. Obstetrician and gynecologists ($192,780)
5. Oral and maxillofacial surgeons ($190,420)

kalo amek pediatrician..agak2 dpt bp eh??..hmmm..

Us Against The World~~

2009-05-10T00:24:00.000-07:00

Us against t he world
Against the worl d
Us against the world
Against the world

You and I, we’ve been at it so long
I still got the strongest fire
You and I, we still know how to talk
Know how to walk that wire

Sometimes I feel like The world is against me
The sound of your voice, baby
That's what saves me
When we're together I feel so invincible

Cause it's us against the world
You and me against them all
If you listen to these words
Know that we are standing tall
I don't ever see the day that
I won't catch you when you fall
Cause it's us against the world tonight

Us against the world
Against the world

There’ll be days
We’ll be on different sides but
That doesn’t last too long
We find ways to get it on track
And know how to turn back on

Sometimes I feel
I can’t keep it together
Then you hold me close
And you make it better
When I’m with you
I can feel so unbreakab le

Cause it's us against the world
You and me against them all
If you listen to these words
Know that we are standing tall
I don't ever see the day that
I won't catch you when you fall
Cause it's us against the world tonight

We’re not gonna break
Cause we both still believe
We know what we’ve got
And we’ve got what we need alright
We’re doing something right...

Cause it's us against the world
You and me against them all
If you listen to these words
Know that we are standing tall
I don't ever see the day that
I won't catch you when you fall
Cause it's us against the world tonight

"my masterpiece"

2009-05-07T03:31:00.000-07:00

SeLaMaT DaTanG kE rAncAnGaN mEmAsAk B'sAme hAni

oleh krn td dilanda kebosanan kt umh..
n could'nt find anything to munch besides lasagna yg bibik wat..
xknyg..also xde mende len nk wat..
ngadap komputer je kejenye..
so after my sis came home from skool..sj je ajk die cr2 resipi..haha..
tp bkn resipi laok..cr yg sng2 je..
my favorite..puding laici..hee..

tadaaaa..ni laa hasilnye.. ^_^

br beginner..jd cmni jela rupenye..hehe..
tp xksh la..cm bes plak wat..
so after this de mission br plak iaitu....
= puding jagung =
bersedialah utk ditawan..haha..

glOry glOry man utd ~~

2009-05-06T05:20:00.000-07:00

memndngkn sn cni org syik ckp sal bola..

so ttbe i remembered tym2 dlu when i was a football fan..uiiii..(jgn terkezuut)
drpd title post ni, i guess everyone da taw which team i support..hehe..
now pn still minat tp xcam dlu la..juz gitu2 je..
minat btol2 dis team tym eric cantona men..haha..knl x sapekah beliau??

haa..ni la eric cantona..
mmg stylo laa mamat ni..mke pn leh thn..haha..
everytime de free kick ke penalty ke die akn angkt collar bj die..
kire cm trademark la..plus,die dlu team captain..
tp skng die da tua..pemain veteran da..no longer playing for man U..hehe..
so, tu antare faktor why i dont watch football anymore..
plus several faktor len including:

stat masok asrama..KMK..n now kt unpad..nk tgk tv tu ssh..so byk match yg miss..ending up mls nk tgk..
xknl sgt player2 br..
kt cni kalo live tu msti kul 2-3 pg..xlrt nk bgn..kt UK match tym siang sbb ikot time sn..
n yg plg pnting..i've developed into a lovely lady..kne lmh lmbut..tgk powerpuff girls je..haha..(nah..juz kiddin'..hehe)

kt UK dlu slalu gk men football ni..
xdela cm pro player..stakat tym recess men bodo2 je..
tym tu br tadika ke djh 1..so u can imagine la..haha..
nk team ngn sorg dak laki ni je..sbb die terer men..
so leh kaver laa sket me playing like crap..
blk msia pn men lg..tp kt kg jela..
then atok kate.."bgos atok tgk wani men bola..tp syg..kalo pmpn men bola jaring ke..bola tmpar ke..bola sepak ni org laki men"..
apela atok ni..tym kcik sume sports leh men..
yg xwujud pn leh diwujudkn..haha..
ok, smbung blk sal man U..
ade gk laa collection merchandise die..
including scarf..poster..keychain..jersey..

tige2 ni adlh my jersey collection..
bought only 3 ni jela..
yg 1st ngn 2nd tu de nm cantona..(bajet hebat cm cantona la konon..hehe)
yg 3rd tu org bg..

jd tula sdikit sebyk cte ttg minat sy terhadap bola..
still a man utd fan..but xla seminat dlu..huuu..
tp one day if de pluang lg nk gi UK..slh 1 tmpt yg i wanna go is
Old Trafford
^_^

bubur lambuk~!!

2009-05-03T23:04:00.000-07:00

lapa..lapa..lapa..
pg td anta adek gi skola..n bfast 1 cwn milo je..
smpi tghari xmkn mende len..bygkn how starving i was..

then ttbe bau mcm sup aym..bibik msk..
da lm sket tu..i went downstairs..nk lunch..
bkk tdg saji..yg ade cume laa bbr lmbuk..
kecewanye..br igt nk melantak ns..huuu~~

xjamah pn..ttp blk tdg saji n nek ats..
prot bnyik2..loya..gstrik sume ade..t'pk la nk order mcd..
tp fulus pn xbrape..then,tigt laa nk mkn megi..(ishh,kt bdg megi..msia megi..)

but ttbe mak blk..die nk slt kt umh dlu b4 gi keje blk..
n she also ajk lunch skali..so nk xnk..tmn mak mkn..
i took 1 sccop of bubur..
it turned out dat........BUBUR TU SGT SDP~!!..nyumm2..siyes xtpoo..haha..

lastly i ended up eating 4 mangkuk of dat bubur..knyng..hee..
i thought to myself.."kalo xcube td smpi bile2 pn xtaw upenye sdp"
actually, there is nothing wrong with trying something new..
blom cube blom taw..hehe..

girls day out..

2009-05-02T19:46:00.000-07:00

previous post de cte how plan xjd nk kua..
so smlm akhirnye dpt gk kua..
dr pg smpi laa almost midnite..haha..
mom ajk.."jom kite gi shopping tudung"..
bab2 shopping ni me laju sket..hee..
so mom borong byk giler..(die da stat pki tdg da..^_^ )
almost every kdi msok die akan bli at least 3..
actually nk cte 1 peristiwa yg menyebabkn aku tension..warghhh~!!..
tym kt mall tu..de la 1 tdg yg i already aimed for..kaler klabu..
byk2 tdg kt kedai tu..yg tu je kenan..
tp sbbkn im so smart..so,kate biala dlu..
usha kdi len..kot2 la de yg lg kenan..
so round laa 1 mall berkali2..ttp xde yg kenan..
then mom kate jom gi mall len..
so i said..tggu jp..nk gi bli tdg kt kdi 1st tu..
so i went with ira (my youngest sis)..
n then this mkcik ngn anak die (hish,xleh igt..waaaa)
derg tgh ckp sal tdg tu..mkcik tu ckp ngn org kedai "ni ank mkcik ske sgt tdg yg tu"aka the grey one..
bla3..byk tol ckp..me n ira nyorok di sebalik tdg2 yg len..waiting nk rembat tdg tu..
then mkcik tu kua..tp ank die stay..mkcik tu kate "tggu kt cni jp ehh..mak nk gi cucuk duit"..
warghhhh..xgne..then ank die gi blkng2 kdi..
sales girl tu dtg towards me n tnye "adek nk yg mn?"..
so me sj2 la tnye yg grey tu hrge bp..then die amek tdg tu n gi kt ank mkcik tu plak..
n tnye "adek jd x amek yg ni?..haa,pgg laa dlu..kng ade org len amek kng"
cis..cis..cis..ampeh tol..nk refer kt aku la tu..
so last2 me kua kdi..frustrated gile..hukhuk..
I WANT THAT GREY TUDUNG~!!..
so moral of the story..

if u love somthing/someone..hold on to it n don't let go..don't keep searching for the BEST bcoz the BEST is probably already there in front of you..

it hurts la...

2009-05-01T10:36:00.000-07:00

wargh~!!!..
saketnye..hukhuk..caket..caket..caket..
my chief complaint..
gusi bengkak..but i figured its just bcoz wisdom tooth nk tmbuh..
then de lymph node enlargement..tenderness..
so da psti infection kn..
its already been 6 days..seksa nyee..
td gosok gigi bleeding la plk..but blood tu cm weird je..huu..
mom ckp maybe bcoz vit C deficiency..scurvy kah??..
but lately im a good girl taw..mkn supplements everyday..hahah..
then, td mom br tgk..she said tu abcess..
OMG~!!..debonye..tkot pule jd ludwig angina..
(cewah..cm taw je..padahal skipped dat tutorial for ry aji.. ^_^
so td telan panadol..painkiller..huu..
hope akan better by 2morrow..if not kne gi klinik on monday..
mlsnye..tp xpela..kne kuat!..(uiiii..)
k,ngntok..nk titon..

my day today..

2009-05-01T04:29:00.000-07:00

today hari pekerja..
so cuti laa for everyone..
abh gi fishing kt laut mn tah..balek on sunday..
so me, ira & mom plan nk gi wat pedi and manicure..
but then mom stat gayut kt tepon..so knfem not going dlm ms tdkt..
so xpela..lepak blik adek dlu..bc komik yg xbrape nk phm..
then adek laki dtg.."kak,tlg anta gi smyng jumat jp"..
jd sent him without taking a shower..(ceh,pak imam tu bkn taw pn kalo mndi ke x..hehe)
then blk umh balek..continued reading komic..helios n eclipse kot tjoknye..xigt..hahah..
mom still on the phone..few minits later..ajiq kol "kakak,tlg jmput"..
jmput plk..so kuar lg drive amk ajiq..tp xpe..dpt pau ajiq lnje cendol..hehe..
blk umh balek..guess what?????..mom still on phone..haha..
xpe lg..still 3pm..gi kaco bibik wat kuih..SERI MUKA..1 of my faveret..
sng je nk wat upenye..(cewah,nt wat xjd gk..hehe)
finally,mom finished gayut..joined us for lunch..
da knyng2 ttbe ade......SPOT CHECK~!!..mom godek hp everyone..danger2~!!..haha..
me pn wat laa pape yg ptot..fuhh..slmt..hihi..
time: 4.15pm...i asked mom "kul bp nk gi ni?.."
mom replied "5pm"..
so,ok..kul 5 gi blik mak..die tdo la plak..haha..
tp me yg baek ati xsmpi ati nk kjot..(ceh,alasan..haha)
so i entered my lair..'cm sdp plk dpt baring kt katil ni..de aircond lak tu..lg sdp'
me baring la..igt nk tggu 5-10 minits smpi mak bgn..
but u probably can guess what happened next..
yaa..beta tertdo smpi 7pm..n lastly no pedi or manicure..*sigh*
n now br nk mndi..haha..
adios ppl~

holiday..

2009-04-28T02:51:00.000-07:00

lame x m'update blog..
life br2 ni cm huru hara sket..trying my best to recover..huu..
but neway..juz got my results less than a week ago..
alhamdulillah..result ok..
but still cumulative gpa lom smpi target..
xpela..really grateful that im eligible for promotion to 3rd year..
gile la..3rd year da..br rase kjp je blaja kt UNPAD ni.. (yeke kjp??..hehe)..
one last year then its back to msia..
so for me..dis year not taking remidial..
done dat last year..doesn't help much..but okla..
mhl woo ulang alik bdg-msia..nvm,parents support..heee..
now enjoying hols..5 weeks to be exact..
kinda bored wit no frens arounds..
and up till now..all dat i've done at home is tido..mkn..tgk tv..tenet..
dats all..mndi tu pn tgk mud..hahah (slekeh pnye anak dara..hehe)
thought of working but cm mls..not well disciplined enough..bgn pn kul bp..hehe..
parents pn br blk dr umrah..n da stat working..
so i guess no holiday vacation for me..huuu..
but mom de suggest me go to australia for a week..
tp gi sorg..cm boring je..so,pikir2 dlu la..
adek2 plak skola..maybe weekend ni i'll take them to the movies..
dats gonna be my 1st day out of the house since i returned to msia..haha..
what an interesting holiday..yaa rite~~
so sape2 yg nk 2run kl ke..roger2 la k..

2009-04-08T17:30:00.000-07:00

setelah di tag sekian lame..br laa nk wat..so here goes....

1.do u think u'r hot?

define "hot"..kalo hot yg pns tu..kire hot la jgk kdg2..

tp kalo hot yg hot tu..xla sgt..sejuk je mate memandang..haha..hot2 sgt kng burn injury plak..

kesimpulannye: SUAM2 KUKU jela..hee..

2.upload a favourite picture of you:

(xnk..nk upload 2 pictures..hee~~)

3.[Photo] give three reason why you like this picture?

gmba 1st tym kcik2..np ske??..sbb tym ni leh free hair lg..pas2 xyah ssh2 pk SOCA la..OSCE la..pas2 xyah pk duit da abes ke..pokai ke..taw duduk je..tggu org dtg suap mknn pas2 sumbat dlm buai..hahah..

gmba 2nd sbb tym ni mmg sgt bes..bkn sng nk sumbat 4 org dlm 1 kotak yg kcik neh..cm kite blaja dlm CHOP..each person kne ade brape space tah..haha..tym ni sume mke kontrol je..padahal tym ni thn je bersesak-sesak dlm ni..haha..

sbb cm cik fun kate..ade gmba aku dlm ni..haiya..lg mau tnye ka??..hehe

4.when was the last time you eat pizza?

kalo PAPA RON's piza..erm..tym my bday..14th march 2009..dak2 ni lnje..thnx~!!.. ^_^

kalo PIZZA HUT..da berkurun lm nye..last ngn *ehem2* kot..haha

5.the last song you listen?

erm..my own singing..haha..xdela..lgu faboulous cats.."bawaku terbang"..hee..

6.what are you doing now besides this?

doing nuthin'..tp ni tgh pk nk jwb pe ntok soklan 6 ni..haa..tgh pk lg..erm..da taip da upenye..haish..merapu je..

also..thinking bout my parents yg nk gi umrah sok..huuu..windu la..nt homesick..aik??..haha..

7.what name you prefer besides yours?

i like my name..hani = xigt maksodnye..syazwani = keharumanku..wawawa..ptot aku wangi je sntiase..haha

nm pggln aku..iaitu......jeng3..rasie..hehe

8.people to tag:

pojie

farah

isma

cik fun

luqman

opie

che bie

syudud

9.who is num one?

number one is Muhammad Fauzi bin Anuar..NPM: 1301-1007-8006.. ^_^

10.num three is having relationship with?

Nur Farhana bt Mahat atau nm sbenarnye Cik Fun..(ehh,cm tebalek je..haha)

11.say something about num 5?

Luqman seorg yg baik hati dan sdg berpacaran ngn HS..ehh..hani syazwani ke??..ooppss..mstilh bkn..haha..

12.who is number 2?

my housemate..tp die da wat da soklan ni..sje je tag..hehe

13.what do u think about num 4?

die ske ijau..ijau..ijau..fiona..ehh??..haha..

ok..sekian saje..salam..

cLaSs of '08' grAduAtiOn~~

2009-04-03T00:37:00.001-07:00

Memandangkn senior da abz blaja kt cni..
cm best gk nk blk msia..
tp kt msia nt dgr2 kne pecah la apela..
so cm sdey gk..nnt pas grad lg la..
insyaAllah next year kte pn sm..
ni de lgu ttbe dgr td.. some of u maybe da pnh dgr..
so hayati laa..

Artist : Vitamin C
Song Title: Vitamin C - Graduation (Friends Forever)

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair

And this is how it feels...
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Will Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

~al-kisah~

2009-03-31T08:10:00.000-07:00

di mlm hari yg sejuk ni..
rs cm nk tdo je..ngntok gilerZzz..
tp thn2..stadi2..(uii..cm x je..ni tlis blog ni stadi mende cik hani oii??..hee)
sjuk2 ni pn jd lapa gk..
br td aku mkn roti ngn tuna ayam brand mayonis..2 keping..
pas2 xckup lg..aku mkn koko krunch 1 mngkuk ngn susu ultra milk..
ptg mkn koko krunch gk..pg pn sm..tp xtggi2 pn..(penipunye iklan~!!..)
xpe..kcik molek..hahahah..

smentara tgh ngunyah2 tu ttbe dgr byk bnyik pe mende aku pn xtaw..
cik T***S ke..cngkerik ke..cicak ke..
pk2 sal binatang ni..ttbe aku tigt laa al-kisah haiwan peliharaan zoo maulana yg terbaru..
iaitu ANAI-ANAI..haish..sekor2 dtg..huhuh..
ade 1 ari tu yg aku rjin nk sapu2 blik..ttbe aku tnmpk de 1 longgok pasir kt kaki katil..
plik btol..sjk bile blik aku ni ade pntai..mn tah dtg pasir ni??..aku pn wat xtaw jela..
aku men sapu je..hmm,bersihnyeeee blik aku.. ^_*
esok tu plak aku tgk de lg..tp kali ni bkn 1 longgok..tp 2!!!..aik,plik plak..sjk bile replicate ni..
stret aku tpk mngkin anai-anai kot..aku pn jd xcited..(aku xpnh taw anai-anai tu cmne sblom ni..jd cm jakun plak)..

maka sepantas kilat aku pggl dyg..sroh die tgk.
die kate ni keje ANAI-ANAI..
slmbe je anai2 tu nk mkn katil aku..pnt aku bli..hukhuk..
aku tnye dyg pe complication yg leh berlaku..
dyg kate plg2 katil roboh jela..xdela smpi mkn org..
tkot gk ttbe anai-anai tu mkn aku tym tdo..xpepsl msok berita hari "seorang pelajar dimkn anai-anai"..uii..debo~!!
aku tnye lg..bp lm lg ms yg aku ade..(cehh,cm nk tntukn prognosis plak..)
dyg kate lm lg..de umh yg kne serang anai-anai tp smpi skng xroboh2 gk..jd lm lg la..haha..
n skng ni..longgokan tu da tmbh jd 3..
sok 4 kot..pastu 5..6..7..smpi laa xde kaki katil da..hehe..
so xpela..asalkn thn smpi nk blk msia nt..
tmbhn plak aku ni bkn laa berat mn..4*kg je..rngn taw..smpi x qualify x donate darah (huu..kecewa aku..)
jd anai-anai tu kne laa mkn katil aku smpi knyg gler2 br leh roboh katil..haha..

so..sekian sj ntok kali ni..stadi2..
compre..soca..osce..weehoo~!!..

its really not dat easy..

2009-03-18T23:42:00.000-07:00

sometimes when mistakes are made..
not all of them can be forgotten easily..not all of them can be forgiven easily..
some might even stay in mind forever..
especially when these mistakes involve ur loved ones..(mom..dad..etc)

and when this happens..there is this feeling of emptiness..
it feels like ur all alone even though u have many friends around u..
u try to put on a happy face but the fact is ur not..only fake smiles..
u cant focus..u can't sleep..u can't even do 'nothing'..
u feel like ur whole body just shuts down on u..

all u do is look back n say "if only i didn't make that mistake.."
"if only....."
these 2 words..only 2 simple words but can give such a huge meaning which is REGRET..
once u have dat feeling of regret..at that particular moment..u know that its already too late..
whats done is done..
there is no time machine that can turn back time..
even by saying things to other people is already bad enough..
just like in lagu Bicara Kata..
"kata ibarat pedang yg tajamnya bisa membunuh lawan"
"terlajak perahu masih boleh diundur lagi..terlajak kata buruk padahnya"

u have to live with ur mistakes..
some of which u can deal with and learn from..
and some of which u will remember for the rest of ur life..
but mistakes is what people do..there's no way of being missed out..
but once we realize that we have done something wrong..
always ask for forgiveness..
n not just by saying sorry..but also mean it..
like we learned before..
kalo kite wat dosa pd Tuhan..taubatlah pada-Nya..
kalo kite wat dosa pd manusia..mintak maaf pada orang tu..

"im sorry..i really am.."

the beginning of a new decade..

2009-03-16T04:40:00.000-07:00

20 years have passed since 14th march 1989..
the date dat i will never 4get..
the date dat my family will alwayz remember..
the date dat some of u will keep in mind..
this is bcoz this memorable moment is when i was born..

*hahaha..intro poyo je..*

so,as some of u ppl may know..
my bday was 2 days ago..14th march 2009..
meaning my age is already 20 years old..
say goodbye to "zmn belasan"..

cm org slalu kate la kn..
kite xkn mude slamenye..(eh,ade ke ayt cnggini?..men reka je..haha)
jd ttbe umur da xde no 1 kn dpn tu cm sdey je..
rase cm tua je..(eih,ngengade plak..wait until u become 50 la br rs tol2..hee)

neway..nk cite sket la psl ari yg bersejarah 2 ari yg lps tu..
tp b4 tu..cte 13hb dlu..
em,mlm tu bermula la upacara wish m'wish dr org yg rapat2..
antarenye family aku..(thanx mama, abah, ira, ajiq, abg)..wpun dok 1 umah tp dpt 5 msg dr 5 no yg berlainan..hehe..
n then kwn2 dr skola..dr mtx...
dr twp..ehh..sapekah??..hehe..
so,mlm tu tdo ngn sengih2 nye..igt pn mrk2 kt aku kn..

pas2 the next morning br igt nk b'golek2 ala industan kt katil..
maklumlah saturday kn oliday..
ttbe tigt plak de study grup..kul 8 lak tu..haiya..
like i mentioned dlm previous post..soklan past year x siap lg..
abeh kne mara kng..xpepasal huda bg aku ns lmk laok adipose tissue kng..(kn huda??..hee)
aku pn siap2 la ngn mlsnye..ttbe faris ngn hadi msg..
igt nk wish ke ape..(ceh,prsn je..hehe)..upenye nk tuntut murtabak..(rule no 1: whoever comes late for discussion must treat the whole group member with murtabak manis)..
tkjot aku drg da smpi..xnk lnje punye psl sggup bgn awal..hehe..
igt aku sorg je xsmpi lg..
akhirnye aku bergegas ke tmpt kejadian tnpa mengetahui bhw epa laa plg last (epa utang murtabak~!!..aku nk kismis susu taw..hee)
em,bncng punye la bncng past year..tgk2 da nk msok zhr da..
mau meletop kpale aku kalo bncng 1 soklan lg..serabot2..apela nsb di hari jadi ku..haha..

*em,pas2 gi mkn kt kfc..blk mulana..bla..bla..bla..skip event di ptg ari..public viewing is not allowed..hak milik peribadi.. ^_^

ok..event di mlm hari plak..
mlm tu aku diescort jejaka misteri ke jatos..(misteri ke?..haha)..
msok2 tros tawaf 1 floor..aku pn xphm napekah..
mcm2 laa dalih..kate nk nek lif..tp xnek2 pn..
mule da msok papa ron..tp "org" tsebut kate da pnoh..
aku pn cy jela..haha..aku tnye lg np xmsok je..cm cop la tmpt ke ape.."org" tu kate tggu syira..
nk lnje mkn skali..aku pn cy laa gk..xtaw pn upenye kt papa ron tu de segerombolan ahli msykt tgh tggu kt dlm..hehe..
last2 da kmpul sume..msok la ktorang berempat..

aku xtaw lgsg..igt mmg ktorng mkn berempat je..
b4 grak tu yeye aku msg epa nk bhg li..
upenye epa kt dlm da..
dyg pn sm..aku mati2 kne tpoo...
kate nk gi umh aimi la..mkn kt dian laa..haha..(aku pn 1..xkn laa dyg nk grk sorg2 gi sukawening mgrb2 tu smate2 nk mkn kt dian..lurus bendul nye aku..hehe)
msok2 je drg nynyi lagu "happy bday" smbil bwk kek yg de lilin no 41..
rs cm tua sgt plak lilin angka cmtu..haha..(umo aku + umo syira = 41)..
pas2 siap de tmpt duduk yg di reserve khas plak..cm meja pngantin tu..haha..rs special giler..uii~!!..
mlm tu pn merase dpt nek moto ngn icak..mmg speed giler..seb bek cik fun dok blkg aku..papehal die laa jtoh dlu..ooopps~.. hehe..

basically ape yg aku nk ckp is thnx to those yg involved in organizing my bday celebration..
n those yg dtg celebrate skali..
mmg best sgt2..dpt mkn piza..kek pn sgt2 sdp..(kek yg de buah cnggitu is my feveret..hee)
adiah pn byk..topi pn comel..siap de belon2..tp belon tu menyebabkn gmba aku jd cacat..aku kn xske dgr belon pch..dak2 ni plak ske2 nk pecahkn tepi aku..jd tym nk tngkp gmba pn tgn dlm keadaan standby nk ttp tlinge..haha..tp pape pn ttp bes..
pokoknye..dat nite will stay in my memory 4eva.. =]

muchas gracias ppl~!!..

*p/s: gewd luck ntok final xm..try ur best..stadi..stadi..stadi.. ^_^

ku teringin..

2009-03-13T06:54:00.000-07:00

salam dan slmt mlm..
kite kmbali lg di acara.........."blog hani~!!"..
syik tlis blog je kejenye..
erm,sbnanye aku da tdo ngn nyenyaknye td..Zzzz..
tu pn tdo berpelokkan buku harmening yg berat tu (ptot la smpot je tdo td..haha)
ehh,bkn aku stadi pn ehh..td ngn smgtnye aku niat nk khatamkn 1 buku tu mlm ni gk..tp niat skadar niat jela..niat tlbey over plak..haha..
last2 tdo gk..krrrooh..krrrooh..
ttbe hp aku bnyik..kring2~!!..(sound efek je tu..hp aku always silent aka vibrate jela)..
"text message received from *u think u know who* "
aku pn terjage n pk la nk wat ape..
sokln past yr xwat lg..sok pg nk kne bncg da..haiya..
xwat kng nnt huda meng'emo'kn diri..(tp xjgk..skng ni rmi tgh bersaing nk dpt title mrs.emo..kn huda??..hee..)
tp emo x emo..last2 ke cni juga la destinasiku..huu..

jap2..cop2..selingn sat..
t***s mengganas lagiiiiiiii..tulun2~!!..haish..nk roboh da bmbung tu..
scary..i need a rat killer rite now!..waaaaaaaaa..tensen tol dok umh ni..
org seblh ni plk dok ttp grill ke pe tah smpi gegar tngkp bilik aku..haiya..

ok2..ckup..actually aku xtaw nk cte sal ape..
tp bgn mlm2 ni cm nk mkn plak..tp dapo umh xleh pki plk..(hish,tensen lg..haha)
jd apakata kite blog2 cari mkn..hee..

haa,ni aym msk merah..kalo dpt mkn ni skng..cedapnyeeeeee.. FYI..ni la mknn feveret aku.. lg2 kalo pedas.. leh drooling dibuatnye..haha.. kalo de laok ni.. knfem xpndg laok len da..setia pd yg satu..aik??..hehe..

ni pn sdp gk..telo asin..nyum2..kalo benti kt R&R highway tu..2 laok ni wajib amk..fmly aku mkn yg rngn2 je..aku sorng bli ns..tp np aku gk yg plg kcik dlm fmly??..huuu..

roti telo n teh ais.. gabungn yg sgt mntap.. ttbe tringin mnom teh ais..jom gi indra..xpn dian..kt cni tu je yg jual teh ais rs msia.. sdp..tp plg aku ske mnom kt changlun..jaoh nun..ni aku addicted tym kt mtrik dlu..kaw gler~!!..haha..

erm..for those yg knl aku btol2..aku ni antu puding.. xksh la pdg karamel ke..pdg jagung ke..puding laici ke..pdg cikelat ke..pdg kustard ke..haa, pokoknye de nm puding knfem aku mkn..waaaa.. teringinnye..

apam kukus..skng ni jrg jpe yg sdp..yg tradisional nye..yg moden xsdp..kt indon ni lg la xkn jpe..kempunan aku..huhuh..aku nk yg pink ngn putih je..cmel..cm dlm gmba ni..hee..sdp..da la lmbut..cmel kn apam ni?..hehe..

em,k..aku rs tu jela ntok kali ni..
lg byk aku tlis lg mengidam kng..
klh ibu ngandung..haha..
aku terigin~!!..adios.. =]

zOo mAulaNa..

2009-03-11T08:26:00.000-07:00

salam..erm,nk tulis lg la..
sbnanye igt nk wat lab assignment..tp TERtulis blog plak..(hee..tipu sgt)
tp btol..td da niat nk wat..
ttbe dyg ajk gi tgk busana muslimah..
terbantut tros niat suci murni aku tu (eleh..cm laa skng xleh wat..hehe)
firstly ntok pengetahuan sume..td dak TWP klh wpun pd pndngn aku drg ptot mng..
bj cun melecun tp xmng pape pn..x adil la..
HOT aku~!!..k,xperlu emo2..hehe..
tu br intro..aku sbnanye nk cte psl maulana..
home sweet home..(no!..umh kt cni x sweet pn..scary je..huhuh)
aku tgh elok2 brg2 kt blik aku yg cantek lg beseri ni (yeke??)..
ttbe bunyik la something kt bwh..jeng3..debo~..
"bunyik apekah?" kate hani kpd dirinye sndri..
"bunyik T***S lg la tu" jwb diriku kpd hani..(merepek apekah??)
em..pokoknye maulana ni da mcm zoo..mcm2 haiwan x terpelihara ade..
haa..believe it..meh aku cte sal binatang2 yg bermastautin kt maulana..

T***S..

aku xleh nk xsbut nm binatng ni sbb mengikut kate seseorang..T***S tu leh dgr kite ckp sal die..so jgn sbut nm..aku pn xtaw laa btol ke x..tp ntok lngkh berjage-jage..DON"T MENTION IT..hehe..
haiwan ni kalo dlm katun2 comel..cm stuart little..tom & jerry..tp realiti nye xcmel lgsg..da la de ekor yg geli..misai yg 2-3 helai..mulut yg pjg..lg2 mencit..ngn bunyik2 ciut nye..(btol ke bnyik cnggitu??)..
binatang ni slalu bunyik kt dlm bmbung umah aku..ske2 ati je nk bising..da la menumpang..xbyr sewa umh lak tu..hishh..tp kng ttbe die byr tol2 tkjot kng..n stakat ni xpnh nmpk lg berkeliaran dlm umh..
tp ade cte kt 1 umah tu..binatang tu kua..pas2 haos agaknye..gi laa mnom air kt baldi..lms tros..innalillah..moral of de story..jgn mnom air dlm toilet..huhuh

2. Katak

ni antara haiwan yg plg x disukai rmi..(except for FARIS n PIPER..frog killer~!!)
ni pn bersepah kt maulana..ade je tmpt die nk gi..pnh bp kali mntk IMAM tlg slmtkn ktorng dr dijajah katak ni..(nk mntk tlg POJIE cm xleh je..hee)
ade skali tu..tym tu dkt2 mgrb..aku nk kuar kt blkng tu jp..slalunye aku xpndg pn pape kt pntu tu..men redah je kua..tp kbtolan tym tu tergerak nk tgk..ape yg aku nmpk??
haa,aku nmpk katak melekat kt pntu..bhgn yg kaca tu..elok je tyg body kt aku..kalo cntek xpe gk..lm2 je menempek kt ctu..da tu ske2 je jln ke ats..ats da la xttp..kalo msok umah cne?..(pggl la IMAM lg..ape ssh?..hehe)..
moral of the story..hubungilah IMAM ntok membanteras katak.. =]

3. U**R

ni lg la scary binatang ni..lg xleh sbot nm..da ade katak,msti ade U**R..kn de dlm lagu tu ("u**r2 oh U**r..knp engkau nk mkn katak?..mcm mn aku x mkn..mmg mknn aku!..mmg mknn aku!")..scary kn..huhuh
de skali nk gi klas..cm bese la grak ngn dak umh..FARAH yg bkk pntu dlu tp sume takut nk kua sbb dpn pntu de katak mini..ttbe tym FARAH tarik pntu tu (umah ktorng pntu slide) aku cm nmpk de ekor..nk kate cicak cm pjg sgt je..cm da sdp ati..xpe lg..kol imam dlu nk banteras katak..k,settle hal katak..
aku pn tergerak ckp ngn FARAH "em,cbe ko tarik pntu tu smpi abz"
FARAH pn tarik la..skali ade U**R~!!..die nyorok bwh pntu tu~!!..(eh,smgt plak..hee)
aku ngn FARAH pn lari kt tngge..nek skali 3 ank tgge..jerit 1 maulana leh dgr..dyg lari masok blik FARAH..(aku pn xtaw ape motif die msok blik tu padahal sm lvl ngn U**R tu..haha)
tp seb bek IMAM ade..xlupe gk kpd SHBK..kua tros segale ilmu silat die cm ala2 silat lagenda tu..die amk penyapu pas2 baling kt pale U**R tu..*dush*..tp U**R tu xnk mengalah..U**R tu bgn cm kalo kite men seruling tu..prepare ntok mematuk..tp SHBK xtkot lgsg..die ketok pale U**R tu lg skali..*pang*..U**R tu pn de vertigo jp..maka SHBK mengambil pluang ni ntok menghenyak pale U**R tu once n for all..tamatlh riwayat si U**R..
moral of the story..hubungilah SHABAK ntok membanteras U**R..hehe

4. Ayam

sape sangke upenye maulana ni da de gaye2 cm reban sket..
byk tol ayam skng ni..musim aym kot agknye..ttbe je..dtg dr mn tah..ayam2 kn ske jln2..xpe la..gi sightseeing..(apekah??)
tp yg aku HOT nye..die ske2 dok kt laman umah aku..ewah2..byk cntek..(mn de aym cntek pn kn..hehe)..kalo dok sj xpela..ni berak merata..haiya..tahi kalo kumpul mau dpt 10 kati..
moral of the story..jgnlh berak merata..(xde idea da..huhuh)

5. Anjing

ni cm che bie cite dlm blog die..anjing tu ske2 je nk kaco..ssh u noe nk kne samak..hishh..
ade skali tu kasut aku missing in action..sblh je lak tu..kalo nk amk la satu set..aku rase mmg keje dog tula..aku pn pasrah jela..doa je kasut aku sehat & slmt..bbrp ari pas2 ade blk kasut tu..aku rase ibu dada yg kutip..tp disbbkn mls nk samak + geli..jd aku pn amk keputusn buang jela kasut tu..(bye2 kasutku~)
moral: simpanlah kasut dlm umh..

6. Cacing

msim ujan ni msti kua..da la geli..eiii..tp skng aku rase cacing ni da evolve la..(cm pokemon tu..sbbnye kn..dlu kcik cenonet je..skng besar dan pjg..huhuh..ms dpn nt lg bsr agknye..

7. Siput

binatang ni xla byk sgt..tp nk cte de skali tu..aku blk mlm (ngn sapekah??..hee) kire glap la kn..xnmpk jln..skali elok2 aku jln ttbe bunyik *KRAKK*..cm mkn biskut rangup tu..
da xde mende len la kn..mstilh cangkerang siput tu..aku pn sdp je pijak..gelinyeee xterkate..aku xtaw pe jd ngn siput tu..aku tgglkn je..(jhtnye aku..hani pembunuh siput!)
moral:..jgnlh blk mlm..uii~..hehe..

8. Spider

ni kalo kcik2 xpela..pndg seblh mate je..tp kalo da bsr tarantula tu(eh,over plak..) pndg gk ngn due bijik mate..
ade skali msok blik DYG..pas2 ade ke ptot sroh aku yg kuarkn spider tu..aku pn tkot gk..haha
last2,cm bese..mntk tlg IMAM..kali ni diiringi sidekick nye..POJIE..
abz 1 bilik kne slongkar..ngn tilam2 cmpk kuar..aku ngn DYG cm bese..jerit jela keje..bia org laki wat keje..haha..last2 da abz bongkar blik..br jpe spider tu..IMAM pn sumbat dlm plastik..slesai..POJIE smpi smput sbb smgt sorak kt IMAM(sorak je??..hee)
moral..hubungilah POJIE jika perlukan sorakn.. =]

k..byk da aku tulis..sbnanye ade lg..cicak la..semut la..mentadak la..lipan la..tp tu sume watak smpingn je..pnt da..xde keje tulis sal ni..haha..

tp dats the fact..mulana is like a zOo..

em..nk wat lab la plak..peace~!.. =]

walking down memory lane..

2009-03-10T15:27:00.000-07:00

erm..memandangkn xm final is juz around the corner..
and mcm2 lg keje x settle lg..
ni pn li x print lg la
tenet pn cm syiot..
dlm umah ni pn mcm2..de T***S la..katak la..ketam la..bla..bla..bla..(cne nk mndi ni..jp lg ade lctre..haiya..)
otakku jd berserabut..pressure cooker tol..huhuh..
sume ni ttbe membuatkn aku terigt kt my family..(sblom ni igt gk taw..heee)
especially my mom a.k.a mama..(windunyeeee~!!)
kalo kt umah ni sure mama da brainwash da..
bg smgt smpi aku jd sesemangat org yg plg tersemangat di dunie..(apekah??)
tp mama ngn abah jaoh..aku pn da besar..kne pndi berdikari..(eh,yeke ni??..cm kck lg je..cm de org je jg aku kt cni..hehe)
nk xnk pn aku kne hadapi gk sume ni..uiiiii..
jd aku kt kt cni de gk bwk bekal..(bkn laa bekal nsi lmk ke bihun grg ke..aduih..lapa plak..huu)
tp bekal yg aku mksodkn tu xdibungkus dlm tupperware pn..iaitu NASIHAT..
antare nsht yg plg menusuk kalbu aku adlh:

"kalo wani rs ssh..org len pn rs ssh gk.."

ni cm pe yg sume org rase je kn.."ala,die leh la..die pndi..die rajin"
tp sbnanye sume org rase mende yg sm je..xde sape yg xcuak tym xm..sume tachycardia..palpitation..cold n clammy.. (uii,perlukah term2 ni?..hee..)
everyone's the same..xtaw laa kalo de superman yg ttp brani dlm ape jua keadaan..hehe

2. "nk jd doc ni xleh lembik2..br ckp sket nk nnges..jd doc ni kne hardcore!"

bunyik cm grg je..tp ni la realiti (aku cm termasuk dlm golongn yg lmbik2 je..huu)
bile down je aku tigt mama ckp cmni..down cmne pn aku xkn give up!..hehe

3. "nothing's impossible..yg penting tu usaha..then after dat doa n tawakal"

erm,,of coz la ade certain things that is impossible..like flying ke..living without oxygen..etc..
tp kalo bab2 achieving our goals..rasenye it's reachable kn..
diz nasihat yg plg sng tp ssh nk diikuti..(usaha tu cm kureng je..mls3..waaa)

so okla..tu je ntok kali ni..

nnt aku wat karangan lg..hehe..

nk siap gi klas ni..

tata~

*p/s: wani tu my family nickname.. =]

losing with pride..

2009-03-08T03:25:00.000-07:00

as we all know..now is the futsal season..
so our team nye match today was against joga bonito..
aku actually berbelah bagi nk sokong yg mn memandangkn aku ske gk team joga tu..(aujla~!!..thaya~!!..coach~!!..eh???)..
so aku ngn smgtnye dtg la nk nyokong..bgn pg..mndi awal..(gi klas pn xcmni..)
tp nk dijadikn cite..tym2 match gmpak cmni laa jln nk macet..
seblom ni xde pn..trase jaoh beno maulana ngn unpad tu..
stengah jam nye journey..hadoi..tp xkire..smgt ttp ade..huiiii..
smpi2 tros jln laju2..xtgok kiri knn..nyelit sn sini mcm initial D tu..
punye la smgt smpi masok simpng terlebey awal..
igt da smpi gelanggang..upenye br kt pasar jual aym tu..ahaha..
smpi2 tgk joga da skor 1..cm da agk..
tp aku yg mulenye nk tgk joga ttbe xjd..haa,sbb ape?..
sbb aku terpegun ngn dak2 kite yg men ngn smgt gler..hahah..
xpnh aku tgk b4 ni..muke msg2 cm singa kelaparan..hohoh..
sume kejar bola..sume syg bola..nmpk lincah la di kalangn player joga yg besar2 tu..(dak kite kn kcik molek je..hehe)..
puas ati giler tgk drg men cnggitu..shbk wpun injured tp die antare yg plg smgt men..
n xtra kredit ntok pojie..bp kali slide nk save bola..smpi berkilat lntai glanggang tu..smgt2..hee..(sure kontroversi ni..)
neway..wpun klh 3-1..tp im very satisfied with the game..
CONGRATS LACK FINDING~!!..
tula yg dinamekn losing with pride..n thats what matter.. =]

stress!!!...

2009-03-07T09:40:00.000-08:00

stress..stress..stress..
sape la yg create word ni?..bikin stress aja..hadoi..
word ni sgtlh femes..lg2 skng..sbb ape?..
sbb EXAM..ni lg satu..
sape la yg create mende xm ni..bikin stress lg..huhuh..
da la xstadi lg..tiap kali sem baru msti azam nk stadi awal2..
xnk last minute..tp cm da jd adat resam kehiudpn everything kne wat last minit..
n then ulang balek cycle wat azam baru every sem..
tp ttp same gk..kenapekah??..STRESS tol~!!..
nape aku xske xm???

sbb kne stadi..aku da la mls..syik tdo je..
kne hafal kes SOCA..da la byk nk hafal tp dpt marks ikot naseb je..
kne hafal ntok OSCE..tp bile tym xm slalu cm lost..
aktiviti bersuka ria disekat..hahah..kntoi~!
mental jd xstabil..tym tdo pn xtenang..igt xm je..
blik jd sepah..(cm slame ni kms je..huhuh)

p/s: lg satu aku xske tym2 xm ni sbb ramai laa makhluk Allah ni akn jd kedekut ilmu..kdekut sesame kwn sndri lak tu..tu yg aku xbrape nk phm..xtaw laa np nk smpn sorg2..taw laa nk berjaye..tp bkn ke lg bgos kalo kite berjaye sm2..pns je..tp nk wat cne..da mmg sifat manusia ni ade prasaan dengki..xleh tgk org lebey..neway,aku doakan sume dak2 ni berjaye..yg pnting bia sume org nek tahun..amin..

Silent Thoughts

pre-exam syndromes

yummy!

shortcase is back in town

family matters

none

dad

bulan puasa

how he makes me cry...

saya mau main alat muzik dgn hebat

uneventful holiday

"boring" school

i heart malaysia

emo!

bkn agnes monica

fun with family

penat tp heppi!

update!

guilty

hani sedang rajin

=.=

waka waka

update

let's go!

clean-knee-curl

lalala

bandung

why ohh why?

post yg membosankan

see-see

just do it!

expect the unexpected

(,")

morning thoughts

minda vs hati. sp yg menang?

cepatlh nk balek~

mkn mkn mkn

peds or not?

they say...

i fear that someday, time would keep us apart & you might forget me, but before it happens, I hope that you have felt, even for a single chance that I have cared for you the best way I know.

benci!

xde idea

gossip

mimpi

once upon a time

seharian di kg

random

belated raya

hepi holiday!

i wish..

random

wanita

s.t.a.d.i

maling!!

Camat Hari Raye..

XOXO

bas menangis..

extramural..

m.a.l.a.s

waaaa..

Update

need to decide

Friends (part 1 - bale)

award of the day

majok ngn j.co..huu~~

adventure in alamanda

for someone special

random..

Us Against The World~~

"my masterpiece"

glOry glOry man utd ~~

bubur lambuk~!!

girls day out..

it hurts la...

my day today..

holiday..

cLaSs of '08' grAduAtiOn~~

~al-kisah~

its really not dat easy..

the beginning of a new decade..